hahas... im eating blueberry yoghurt... :) lols... so hungry now... waiting for my mum to come back... :) why she took so long???
1:46 AM
I Love You
Monday, November 16, 2009
330 days...
Forget it, somethings should remain unsaid... well, some of my post are not meant for u so pls dun think tat everything i write here are for u... ya, anger, everyone do haf... well, not only u wan to do well... pls, when im working so hard, where r u??? juz go & think... hey, i can play and i can be serious at times... it's juz tat when im serious, u didn't see it... so dun say tat i didn't put my heart in it... i can put alot of heart in it but then, when my hearts are there, ur hearts are not there, u think it works??? hmm, it takes "two-hands" to clap... it muz work both ways... i can tel u i work double hard tis time round... although i msg and i seems like i cant be bothered in class but when i'm at home, I DOES MY WORK... if u nv see it, pls dun say i nv do it... LIJUN, search ur conscious, did u study at home??? yes, i definitely did... did u listen in class, yes, i did... u can say i nv listen but can u read my mind??? although my face look like i didn't listen in class but then i did okay... as usual, time flies... i can study till i go crazy and there u r enjoying... tis is not funny... i wish i can get out too... well, each person is different in which make them so special... so dun compare... Seriously, I’ve been working on this crazy module for quite a while and i've been super busy studying and working... so sorry for not picking up ur calls and replying ur msg... hmm, sometimes, i saw ur msg and missed call but juz busy at tat particular moment so did not reply so pls forgive me for tat... I missed de time... I got too wrapped up in the work... I hit a point where i was working OT+ skipping meals... but thank god, i didn't haf gastrict on tat day... omg, LIJUN are u desperate to get something off your chest??? hmm... let me think??? well, i do... it makes me wan 2 stab things whenever i see it... Wad a snobby, awful, distracting adjective... OK, so it’s a bit amateurish but as a quick and easy way of turning the written word into something more dynamic, it’s pretty cool... pls clear ur mindset... stop thinking tat i will hate u... well, i dun hate ppl, it's ppl tat makes me hate them... foolstop...
OFF...
8:16 PM
I Love You
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Haha... Finally...
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. snazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
2:23 AM
I Love You
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Karying, i miss u... :) lalalalalala...bored... how i wish we can turn back de clock... Alrite, study study study... i'm mugging... take care... love u karying... :)
8:26 PM
I Love You
Sunday, November 2, 2008
ting & shan, dun be sad okay... Cheer up... everything will be fine... haf a good sleep...tml will be better...
hmm... :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(... ytd everyone get ready, bath, put on our white t-shirt and we went down 2 my great grandma funeral... so all my relatives were there... then i sit there 4 like a while, i heard vibration, so i took out my phone... guess wad??? beela msg me... :) lalala... so i reply her slowly cuz i was praying and kneeling down at de same time... so when i told her i'm at de funeral, guess wad she reply??? "huh, who die??? u wif who??? dun be sad okay, muz be strong..." hahas... at de same time we console each other... lols... Alrite, thks fiona & beela okay... i was fine ytd... then 11:30am we walk behind de coffin car, slowly and we cried... wow, tat moment was terrible, everyone cry out so loudly... then after tat when we took de bus to "bright hill"... we were all there 2 witness our "grandma, great grandma, great great grandma being push into de "fire"... i hope she will rest in peace... i saw de flowers sent by others... they wrote "condolence"... with deepest sympathy to "..........." end up they throw away all de flowers... okay, now it's over... juz hope everyone will be okay...
1:21 AM
I Love You
Saturday, November 1, 2008
i'm so stupid...
But I Can't Deny My Love 4 U...
Then i Understand Wad is "True Love"...
But u muz understand tat...
Then Suddenly...
While, i think back...
But Then...
But i Learned...
Then i Run...
Think Back???
Looking at de Clock???
Wish to Know???
To u...
But I still Miss u & Love u deeply...
i promise u ...
Pls Read it...
Finally...
2:15 AM
I Love You
Thursday, October 30, 2008
okay, how should i start???
hmm, i'm glad tat u finally understand wad love is all abt??? nabila, fiona, claire, karying, dewi, serena, peisi, kenneth, gwyn, fish... look all tis ppl haf lots of link... when i read sth juz now, i was stund, i dun noe wad i should do but i feel like crying, "WHY"??? see 4 urself... i dun noe wad i should do??? but everyday i haf 2 face de same old thing... i dun wan tis thing 2 affect de frenzship between nabila & me... now i understand, love can't be force... now, u haf 2 face de same concept too... face it... maybe tis will be good... dun ask 4 sympathy... no use... wad is done is done... juz dun continue doing de wrong thing... i realise de mistakes though is not completely my fault but still i dun noe wad i should do??? i can't run away from u but i juz felt so miserable... understand me will u... "stupid is wad i can describe about me, i was so stupid"... i really treasure tis frenzship, i dun wan it 2 end okay... beela & fiona, i think u guys noe wad happen 2day rite... "Ham & Cheese Biscuit", wad happen, it was dump into de bin... "why"??? is it intentionally??? i regret 4 dumping u into de bin... i'm sorry... it's too late 2 grab u back... why should i be affected??? why i felt tis way, becuz i care... i love u but in de other way round u dun love me??? love involve both parties... if 1 dun love de other, how can de relationship go on... i think of de things u does, it hurts me... i felt terrible in fact i felt more dirty... believe me or not, u r not in my shoe... i dun noe how 2 say, Traitors, Betrayer??? i'm afraid... i'm very very disappointed??? can someone teach me wad 2 do??? i'm loss...
beela... alot has happen 2 us, i wish i can go into ur mind & read wad's on ur mind... i hope we will stay like tis 4ever??? rmb u once wrote 2 me "we r close gurl okay"... when i saw tis sentence, tears almost drop down by my eyes but i can't let it drop cuz it was in a very high class place... i wish de bond in us will stay like tis 4ever... lala, beela, bearla, elmo... i miss u, seriously sometimes when i saw ur face turn pale, i noe wad u r thinking but i juz kept quiet... i noe how u feel girl & sometimes i felt so hurt when ur vain appears... sec 3, in pula ubin, i saw u... at de jetty before boarding de boat i kept looking at u, wondering will we be frenz later on??? once i reach de jetty, we had 2 walk 2hours be4 we reach de campsite... guess wad, we haf 2 do alot of cheers, when i was cheering, i kept thinking wheather we will be in de same group??? but apparently we r not... but nvm we had fun in our own groups... as day past by, we haf already become NCO... sec 4??? when we haf camp again, (ATC) i was in "leo group" but still can't be in de same group as u... nvm, i juz rmb u & whenever i get 2 bath, i'm happy cuz everyone will bath tgt & i might haf a chance 2 bump into u...
was wondering??? 6:00am??? games??? element??? field cooking??? tent pitching??? campfire??? bathing??? lights out??? which activities will i get 2 see u???
but still can't see u... nvm...
during dec last year, i met u... i was happy...
then 1st day 2 ITE... i rmb we were both so scare & we keep hope tat we can be in de same class... Finally we reach sch, when we are walking 2 de auditorum??? we are so panic... when we look at de "Name List", scolling down de index number... i saw (23) Siti Nabila Bte Mohammad... then next i felt scare, i was really hoping tat i can haf a companion juz like u... then guess wad, next i saw (24) Lim Li Jun... I was so happy & we both walk in happily like crazy... rmb we sat next 2 each other, wondering how will our class be like??? all tis memories juz flash down my mind juz now... carry on, when we found our Teacher... "Mr Goh Choon Poh... we find him very nice & funny... then after auditorum, we went 2 class with our CE... then we do alot of things tgt, like, going 2 de toilet, eating, sitting, playing, grouping & now even role play... so many things has happen & we r still grouping tgt... FRENZ??? i really hope tis frenzship won't end... since cherlynn came, we r always seperated, why??? cuz i feel bad when i leave her alone, then when i went wif her, u r left alone??? tat time i really wonder how??? should i cut myself into half??? but all tis has past... after she's gone, we r back??? there was once we had a cold shoulder??? why??? u noe it & i noe it... it's a secret between us... beela, see... so much has happen??? so much, so much, so much... as u say... our frenzship has a story behind & u say u hope tis story won't end rite... i hope it won't end too... nabila, listen, no matter wad happen, i dun wan 2 lose u... hope we will be staying like tis 4ever...
dewi, fiona... thks 4 everything... wow, tat period was such a bad period 4 me, thks for all de patient & thks for tolerating... i dun noe wad's more i can say but really i'm very happy 2 noe u guys... can i juz cry everything out... i really felt very bad... omg, why muz i hate her??? why why why??? why muz i felt tis way??? rmb i always ask WHY & HOW??? i also dun noe why??? dewi, fiona... i rmb there was once at cafe 1... i was standing outside cafe 1 alone & i was very upset... no 1 was there wif me... u noe wad... i saw all of u in cafe 1 eating & talking so happily while i was outside crying feeling so bad... then u guys appear... i went up front 2 call u guys, actually i didn't intend to call u guys cuz i was afraid but i still call u guys in de end... i rmb clearly, i hub u guys, my heart juz sank totally??? it hurt terribly... :( i was very touch at tat moment... then after tat u guys ask me 2 join u guys, i did not agree 2 it, so i went up 2 3rd floor alone... saw sattish, he came & he talk 2 me... from there, i started 2 smile... i rmb everything so clearly, i juz can't get rid of them... dewi, fiona... thks 4 being there...
claire... while swimming, we chat... after chatting each time, i feel tat i'm slowly throwing everything out but rite now, i'm thinking of all de things... omg, i miss de laughing pills... i wan it back... but i dun noe why now i'm feeling terrible... i feel great when i float wif u... wow, i still can rmb de water is so cold... i really admire de thing u do in de water... i dun noe wad is tat but when i saw 2 of de legs up above de water... i felt different... is like watching u dance in de water... seriously, i feel like floating now... claire will u feel better after u done tat in de water... if yes i wan 2 learn, provided i won't get cramp... jk jk... anyway do u feel better after i haf massage 4 u??? sorry if i massage it too harshly... "fruit juice"... tat was ur favourite drink, i guess??? saw u drinking it almost everyday... "BANANA" rmb??? hmm "FATS ar FATS"... sorry i always say tat... but tat was wad i'm most afraid about, i guess everyone is afraid but not as mad as me... so pls dun mind me... sorry... hmm, nonsensical??? i miss everything we does... i hope our frenship will remain & i hope it won't end... karying thks ar... pls cheer up, dun be sad... juz follow ur heart alrite... wadever decision u make, i will support u... dun cry anymore... crying won't help in fact it will make u go blind... so think carefully when u drop another tears... "think wheather is it worth it"??? dun get stress up, when u feel like crying, juz relax urself & think of de happy memories tat u haf... like tat u will feel better... seriously, i haf been through wad u are facing... trust me, time will prove u everything... in life we will always face prob so dun avoid but face it & solve it... maybe meeting up can solve everything then why not meet up??? think carefully before u make any decision okay... dun worry, i will be there 4 u always k... smilez more... cheer up alrite...
2 b With him forever :D
Fufilled or Unfufilled
Get good results
Earn more money
Big pooh bear
More Bears
New green watch
More shoes
Nice clothes
hope 2 celebrate my birthday wif u!!!
loves & hates
LOVES
you
green addidas watch/bag
good results
green, is my life
music, my passion
soccer
basketball
cycling
bowling
swimming
tanning
playing computer
hanging out wif frenz
run
go online
go shopping
chat on de fone
listen 2 music
sleep
HATES
Liar
Betrayer
Backstabber
Teacher
Some PPL in my class
My sibling
Parents who nag
