Wednesday, January 30, 2008
I SERIOUSLY HATE 2 FALL IN LOVE!!! STUPID LA, I HATE MYSELF... I DUN LIKE MY LIFE NOW, I THINK U DUN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL!!! I THINK I'M DE 1 WHO HAS ALOT OF PROB!!! I DUN NOE CAN??? HELP ME LA... HAIYA, BUT I THINK U ALSO CAN'T HELP, CUZ TIS INVOLVE U TOO!!! i dun noe leh... should i juz give up everything!!! i really dun noe... i'm really tired!!! i'm angry & abit jealous!!! i dun noe why!!! yucks, everything i do, i feel so uncomfortable!!! haiya, wadever... i really hate MYSELF ALOT!!!
3:57 PM
I Love You
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
i read my horoscope & ur horoscope juz now!!! it say tat we need 2 haf some quiet time... erm, which i think we really need some quiet time!!! hmm... i dun noe wad's wrong, i keep haf tis feelings tat i will cry when i see u!!! hmm, i'm not sure why too!!! is it becuz i'm stress??? i dun noe also... then now i dun really noe wad i wan... i'm so confuse... ytd, i think alot & i also got no time 2 go & think of u!!! but when i reach home, u keep appearing in my mind, wad is tis la... i'm really confuse... i wan 2 do sth, but i dun noe if i should do it anot??? hais... i'm miserable, do u noe tat??? i bet u dun noe!!! tsk... i dun noe wad is happening!!! i'm very unhappy??? i hope nth will happen!!! hope tat i will be happy again!!! :D i love you!!!erm Mr Goh say sth juz now!!!if a boy like a girl but he dun noe if de girl like her anot, he should ask de girl "do u like me" erm, is so straight forward can!!! but anyway he is funny... i enjoy his lesson... he like 2 joke around!!!
12:53 PM
I Love You
Monday, January 21, 2008
hais!!! i'm in school now, i met alot of new frenz tis few days!!! :) hahas... hmm!!! fiona & faizal live near me!!! so coincidence!!! lols... my house com got prob!!! hais... can't use com so often!!! :( tis few days, life in sch was fun, hahas… nabila, faizal, fiona, gwyn, Claire, yu fang, serena, everyday we will fun some topic 2 talk then we will start 2 laugh!!! We seriously can laugh like mad!!! Sometime we even cannot control ourself and we started laughing out loudly!!! But we did haf alot of fun!!! They really brighten up my life… i love them so much!!! :)
To_______!!!
if she like u wad will u do??? hahas... do u find tis sentences familia??? hmm... i really dun noe wad u will do??? i ask u so many times, u say u will do nth, u will go & jump down??? but i dun think u will do tat??? but really if u still like her, then somemore if she like u, then if u wan 2 go back 2 her??? muz tel me k!!! erm... i dun noe wad 2 say!!! i nv think too much ok, in fact tis few days tis is wad i haf been thinking abt??? i dun noe wad 2 do la, can u tel me wad i should do??? imagine i go & tel my stead tat i got a girlfrenz??? i think my stead will juz faint infront of me straight away??? hais... eeeeee!!! i hate it la!!! hmm, i dun noe wad 2 do, tel me wad 2 do la!!! i scare u will leave me??? i dun noe how??? Will we last??? Will u leave me??? :( if u wan 2 leave me, i can't stop u, but i hope tat it won't happen!!! :(
ps. I love u!!!
2:42 PM
I Love You
Sunday, January 13, 2008
haven been blogging, cuz everytime come home so late then very tired also... hmm!!! then now i finally haf time 2 blog!!! hais, so boring!!! lalala!!! tis whole week was very tiring... then i met alot of frenz there then somemore de sch is so big!!! haha!!! i miss felicia, i wonder where she go!!! i really cannot contact her!!! where is she??? omg, felicia can u juz come out!!! hais!!! i saw angela tat time... chat wif her 4 a while then we went home tgt!!! i miss liting, rebecca, suetping and huimin... how r u guys??? muz take care k!!!
hmm!!! ytd de ytd!!! juz because of JELLY, we quarrel!!! hais then sha also get involve!!! i dun noe how now??? i ask u 2 say sorry 2 her, u dun wan!!! then she say if u say sorry then only she will talk 2 u!!! hais... u 2 very stubbon!!! at 1st we should haf sit down & talk all de things out!!! so tat we won't end up like tat!!! hais!!! JELLY??? haiyo!!! i dun noe why when u & her get tgt i get jealous but when u & other girls get tgt i dun feel jealous la!!! is it maybe cuz i noe her??? everybody was like very unhappy & was angry wif her, but u like nth la!!! then ytd u told me u scolded her!!! hais!!! i dun noe la!!! if not y will i be jealous!!! i keep haf tis feeling tat u still like her, but u tel me u dun like her, i dun noe also!!! hais!!! i really dun noe!!! i did tel u be4 tat, if she still like u, i will give up on u rite??? hais!!! somemore u dream of u & her.......... erm, i dun noe wad 2 say!!! but if u really like her again, then muz tel me!!! so tat i can........... hais!!!!!! can u tel me - am i wrong 2 be jealous???
ps. i love you!!!
2:27 PM
I Love You
Monday, January 7, 2008
2day is a very very very tiring day 4 everyone!!! orientation, omg!!! so tiring la... keep going around de sch, go up & down... so tired!!! hahas!!! i'm in de same class wif nabila!!! lol!!! at least now i'm not so scare cuz i got her company!!! somemore her index no. is above me only, so coincidence!!! hais... my leg hurts!!! i hope tml won't be so tired, de sch is really really super big!!! hmm!!! anyway i'm very tired!!! i'm going 2 eat now!!! bye!!! take care!!!
8:27 PM
I Love You
Sunday, January 6, 2008
omg!!! it's like so fast can!!! 10 more hours & we will be starting sch!!! lol... i wonder wad will happen tml!!! anyway juz hope tat everything will goes on well!!! erm!!! haf 2 go 2 bed early 2nite!!! hahas... i miss my sch, sch food & my frenz and of course not forgetting mother thiru!!! omg!!! i juz can't imagine all de time we spend tgt!!! going vivo after sch!!! staying back in sch playing basketball, hanging out at compass, watching movies tgt, spending time wif each other & celebrating each other birthday, outing 2 sentosa!!! all those things happen during de pass 4 years??? so fast can!!! tis year my birthday was a very happy wan cuz got so many ppl who help me celebrate & they even give me a big shock + surprise!!! although u guys ask me 2 kiss my mum but then i really nv do it!!! lol!!! but still i was very happy!!! i will always rmb all those times!!! i miss those time, really much!!! i hope i can turn back de clock, but it's too late!!! anyway muz treasure de present!!! so tat i won't haf regret again!!! then now everyone will be going 2 different sch & somemore it will be hard 4 us 2 meet up too!!! :( i juz miss u guys so much!!! really hope tat we can meet up soon!!! tml it's going 2 be a new day 4 everyone, so stay happy k!!!
8:05 PM
I Love You
i finally change my blogskins!!! stupid i hate black cats now!!! eeeee!!! yucks...
10:14 AM
I Love You
Saturday, January 5, 2008
i realise tat i really haf alot of prob tis few days!!! i dun noe wad is de matter or prob wif me, i find myself irrated so often... wadever i do... i hate myself can!!! i dun noe wad is my prob la!!! then sleep also will dream of de same dream over & over again!!! i hope tat dream won't come true!!! i hate myself!!! i'm sorry shan!!! i dun noe tat i will become like tat, untill u tel me tat i'm crazy!!! thk 4 telling me wad happen!!! i really can't rmb wad i do 2 her la!!! i though is her fault, but u keep telling me is my fault!!! hais... i really dun noe!!! anyway thk 4 being there 4 me when i always needed someone there!!! thk 4 helping me, i feel so helpless & i feel very bad cuz i can't help u but in return, u help me alot!!! thk!!! i love u!!! hope u will continue 2 stay by my side!!! i promise i will try my best 2 help u if u got prob k!!! i really love u!!! haha!!! i hope u can cheer up too!!! maybe cuz de both of us got prob so we can talk 2 each other better!!! but i hope my prob & ur prob can be solve quickly k!!! nah, i'm going 2 let u use de com now!!! take care!!!i can feel tat we really got nth much 2 say tis few days, wad happen... hmm!!! omg!!! i think is my fault again!!! cuz i really hate myself!!! u dun noe anything la!!! how i wish u were there 4 me when i needed u can!!! i think i very moody nowadays!!! hais, i dun noe la!!! but i juz hope tat i will solve all my prob fast!!! dun worry la!!! i'm de 1 who got prob, not u!!! so dun worry too much!!! i love u!!! gtg!!! sis going 2 use de com now!!! take care!!!
10:14 PM
I Love You
Friday, January 4, 2008
haha, met thenmozhi on de bus 2day & guess wad, she will be taking de same course as me!!! yay!!! i hope tat we can be in de same class!!! lol!!! haha!!!
10:50 PM
I Love You
Thursday, January 3, 2008
hmm... sch going 2 start soon!!! haha!!! juz hope tat everything will be alrite when sch opens!!! haha!!! it's going 2 be fun i think!!! can meet alot of ppl!!! lol!!! lalalalalala!!!
11:08 PM
I Love You
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
haha!!! my siblings are starting sch 2day!!! lol!!! tis morning wake up at 9am, follow my mum 2 my sis sch... cuz of some books thiggy!!! hahaha!!! then my sis cry tis 2days!!! i was wondering why!!! i talk 2 her, but it doesn't seem 2 help!!! cuz she is very upsets!!! her sch bookshop is so lousy la, everytime i go there buy books they will say OUT OF STOCK, PLS COME BACK AGAIN!!! i went back so many times but she keep saying NO STOCK!!! i dun noe wad is de prob!!! where can like tat wan!!! i juz hope tat my sis will not cry anymore!!! then now she's sleeping wif me... hope tat she will be happy!!! i can tel tat she is very worried!!! but i still wan her 2 be happy still!!! haha!!! was talking on de phone wif her ytd, till 5am!!! haha!!! lol!!! erm!!! my sis juz came back... lol!!! de time is really fast!!!
1:19 PM
I Love You
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
tml they will be starting sch!!! juz hope everything will be alrite 4 them!!! hmm!!! it's a new year!!! so fast!!! erm!!! anyway juz hope tat everything will be fine 4 everyone!!! haha!!! i miss u!!! wad is ur new year resolution???
6:35 PM
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