Monday, December 31, 2007
erm!!! i'm blogging!!! haha, went 2 CP ytd wif my aunt & uncle!!! lol!!! hmm... i think 2nite we r going 2 de count down party!!! hahaha!!! so fast going 2 2008 already!!! erm, time really flies!!! haha!!! anyway juz hope tat everyone will stay happy!!! lalalala!!!haha!!! wake up at 9:30am tis morning, went 2 de market wif my mum & dad!!! hahaha!!! lol!!! then now i'm back!!! hahaha!!! 2 more days!!! my sis & bro will be starting sch!!! haha!!! i'm waiting 4 my turn!!! i dun wish 2 stay at home, so boring!!!
11:25 AM
I Love You
Friday, December 28, 2007
u idiot la!!!
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007
...do u haf fun 2day??? i hope u do!!! hahaha!!! cuz i do haf fun, although de time is short but really la de time we spend tgt, u really make my day!!! haha!!! time is really precious!!! muz treasure it!!!even if i can't bear 2 go, i still dun haf a choice cuz if i dun go de more prob i will haf!!! hahaha!!! but then i will still find time 2 go out wif u!!! erm!!! wad am i doing now!!! i think i'm mad!!! hahaha!!! anyway u can burnt de letter away!!! dun keep it, but if u wan 2 keep then keep lor!!! lol!!! i miss u!!! i'm stupid enough 2 let myself fall in love again!!! yea!!! mum is out!!! :)
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
hmm!!! i'm going 2 reply those ppl who tag me!!! hahaha!!! yea... Merry Christmas 2 all!!!
huda- yea is very funny!!! hahaha!!! anyway sorry ytd!!! haha!!! i though i make u angry!!!beck- laughing partner!!! hahaha!!! yea, merry christmas too!!! i miss u lots!!! hey muz take care k!!! hope 2 meet up soon!!! hahaha!!!lishan- hahaha!!! i know u miss him, but then u can't do anything!!! anyway i hope u can be with him ok!!! don't worry, stay happy k!!! don't be sad... i'm going 2 tel u my answer... i won't cry ok!!! hahaha!!! happy new year too!!!cecilia!!! merry christmas too!!! take care!!! hope 2 see u soon!!! will link u soon!!! hahaha!!!nat- yea!!! hahaha!!! but i also can't do anything
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Monday, December 24, 2007
haha!!! went 2 a place ytd!!! then there's alot of god there so ya!!! went 2 greet all de god there!!! then after tat i saw a BUNG!!! hahaha!!! quite handsome la but very tall!!! then i heard de god talking 2 de mum!!! so de god talk alot of things then later de god ask de mum wheather if her daughter got any stead??? so de mum reply NO!!! so de god say now i tel u ur daughter has been going out wif de stead till very late then everytime come home so late & then de god go & tel her mum tat her daughter stead is a gurl la!!! then de mum was like very shocked!!! then de god ask her mum, u didn't notice tat ur daughter has been staying outside untill very late??? so de mum say no cuz her mum is busy working!!! so ya!!! after tat i saw her mum beating her daughter wif an umbrella!!! then de god was very fierce can!!! then i was like hmm omg!!! haiya!!! i dun noe la!!! so scary!!!all i wan 4 christmas is Youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!
2:37 PM
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Saturday, December 22, 2007
haha!!! everyone is back from malaysia!!! yay!!! btw, y am i so happy??? lol!!! haha!!! wake up early tis morning cuz my 2 sis, mum & me wan 2 make tang yuan tgt!!! so ya!!! muz eat more tang yuan so tat we can stay happy!!! erm!!! i'm talking crap!!! haha... anyway juz eat more, there is a reason behind it!!! if u dun noe go & ask ur mum!!! maybe she will noe or ask ur grandma!!! haha!!! erm ok i shall not talk crap anymore!!! muz be serious!!! haha!!! but really la, muz eat more tuan yuan, there is really a reason behind it!!! haha!!! i think it symbolizes family unity, completeness and happiness if i'm not wrong!!! yeah!!!hmm!!! i'm bored now & at de same time i'm happy!!! yeah!!! ok i shall go & cook now!!! will blog again later if i haf time!!! haha!!! take care!!! bye...yea!!! i'm back!!! haha!!! nth much 2 say also!!!
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I Love You
Thursday, December 20, 2007
yeah!!! bear came back 2 s'pore ytd!!! :) i'm so boring now!!! chat wif liting 2days ago untill 1am+!!! then i went off 2 sleep!!! was so uncomfortable can!!! dun noe why!!! then tis morning wake up!!! i also feel very uncomfortable!!! i miss u!!! haha!!! erm!!! dun noe wad 2 say!!! anyway take care ppl!!!
3:41 PM
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Wednesday, December 19, 2007
i really can't sleep now!!! juz finish applying 4 tat ite thing!!! then now i really wan 2 thk my dad!!! although i noe tat he is quite unhappy wif my result but apparently he kept quiet 4 de whole nite, unlike my mum!!! i noe tat i dissapoint u but then i'm sorry dad!!! thk 4 being so understanding 2wards me... thk 4 supporting me, i'm glad tat u did not scold me!!! anyway i wan 2 thk u & i wan 2 say SORRY!!!liting, cheer up alrite!!! no matter wad i will be there 4 u always!!! stay happy!!! take care!!! miss you lots!!! hope 2 see u soon!!!hais, all of u going malaysia!!! :( i will miss u guys!!! take good care of urself!!! come back safely!!! see ya!!!
dear coming back on christmas day!!! so long!!! hais!!! anyway... wan 2 see u soon!!! take care!!!huda!!! take care too!!! I think that hate is a thing, a feeling, that can only exist where there is no understanding... erm!!! i got a quote 4 u!!!Hate is like a swordfish,
working through water invisibly
and then when you see it coming
with blood along its blade,
but transparency disarms it...
12:45 AM
I Love You
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
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hmm!!! i dun noe wad's wrong wif u!!! i try 2 talk 2 u, but u scolded me!!! ok nvm!!! but i really wan 2 noe wad i do wrong can!!! i dun noe if u r angry wif me, but i can feel tat u r angry!!! i hope u can tell me wad happen!!! DID I DO STH WRONG??? i feel very wierd can!!! haiya i dun understand!!! maybe i really got do sth tat make u so angry, but i keep thinking can!!! i keep asking myself, wad did i do wrong!!! i also nv do anything wrong!!! i think i will stop calling u again, cuz u r always not at home!!! i dun noe la!!! i really dun noe wad i should say or do!!! can u tel me wad u wan!!! i'm really not happy!!! i'm so stress over our prob can!!! u dun noe how i feel!!! i think u r very happy now!!! cuz i can see from ur behaviour!!! i dun noe wad happen la!!! i feel like crying can!!! u won't understand tat kind of feelings tat i'm feeling rite now!!!i dun noe if i should feel happy or cry 4 my results!!! cuz i feel happy & at de same time i feel like crying!!! i dun noe why!!! only got 6 days 2 register 4 de ITE thing!!! hais!!! i dun noe!!!
3:31 PM
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Monday, December 17, 2007
I love you too much to let you go!!! dun doubt my love 4 u!!!erm!!! i wake up so early la idiot!!! haha!!! i'm scare!!! another 13hrs!!! time flies!!! lol... haiya!!! my stupid charger, y muz spoil at tis time!!! pig!!! let me see, i dun noe wad i'm typing!!! haha!!! i hope later i can go & buy my phone charger!!! anyway good luck 2 everyone!!!ytd was so irrtating can!!! idiot la!!! i dun noe wad's wrong wif HER!!! i think she needs 2 see a DOCTOR!!! her BRAIN really got sth wrong!!! hmm!!! maybe is we wrong but then SHE also cannot like tat wad!!! idiot!!! she is so irrtating!!! i feel like boxing HER!!! idiot!!! haiya, 4get it la!!!
10:41 AM
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Friday, December 14, 2007
haha!!! i'm happy 2day... dun noe why!!! haha!!! hmm!!! got nth much 2 say also!!! but then i still wan 2 post cuz i dun wan my blog 2 rot!!! haha... no la, jk jk!!!erm, i also dun noe if my dream will come true anot??? but even if it come true, i will still give u my blessing!!! so ya, u dun haf 2 worry!!! i still can rmb wad u do!!! u shout arrr so loud can!!! hahaha!!! but anyway ya... i got alot of things 2 say!!! but i 4get wad i wan 2 say already so juz stop here k!!! i love u!!!4 more days!!! scary!!!
6:08 PM
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Tuesday, December 11, 2007
meet lydia tis morning!!! then after tat we start 2 train!!! i think de juniors deserve de 2hours break cuz they really got train seriously!!! yea, which is good!!! bel came!!! we had lunch tgt!!! yeah!!! after tat went back 2 train again!!! 2day weather was quite ok!!! i love de weather... haha!!! is so cool!!! 2day Mr pang tel me tat our result will be out on 18 dec!!! i was like, huh!!! not 14??? then he say 14 is fri!!! so he say he think is 18!!! then i say ok!!! so now ya!!! 14 or 18 also nvm!!! cuz either 1 of de day, we will sure get our result back!!!went 2 meet jean, esther & natalie!!! after tat we saw atiqa & malina!!! so ya!!! then after tat esther & natalie sent jean & me home!!! haha!!! hmm!!!...haha!!! u r really funny can!!! i dun noe why!!! haha!!! u dun realise tat i'm worried 4 u!!! hmm!!! i dun noe why u like 2 make me angry!!! but u r really funny la!!! aiyo!!! erm!!! i dun noe wad 2 say already!!! haha!!! u look scary when u r in a bad mood!!! ok!!! i dun wan 2 say anymore!!! i love you!!! haha!!!3 idiots!!!erm!!! i dun noe la!!! i noe u guys will surely read my post!!! but i think u guys won't understand wad i'm posting!!! but it's ok!!! i dun intend 2 let u guys noe!!! i really hate u!!! i can't do anything & is like so wad la!!! i feel so useless!!! u guys mess my life up la!!! like why can't i haf peace!!! erm, enough... got no peace nvm cuz u guys r still young & u r still growing!!! so ya!!! i can understand!!! but then sometime i also haf my limit wan can??? u juz dun understand!!! why can't u guys put urself in my shoes, then go & see how miserable i'm??? u dun noe wad is responsibility can!!! i really feel so useless, i really lose confident in myself!!! do u noe tat i'm scare of alot of thing now!!! i'm not like tat last time la!!! aiyo!!! i dun noe wad 2 say!!! i felt so angry, yes i'm!!! but i dun wan 2 fight wif u!!! cuz i noe u sure will go & tel ur mum!!! i dun care la!!! i juz dun wan ur mum 2 fight wif me!!! u see la!!! i nv even tel anyone abt tis can!!! i will juz let my blog noe!!! hahaha!!! i'm mad!!! but cuz of u guys, i really can go mad!!! i feel like killing u guys, but i can't!!! i dun wan 2 end up going prison!!! hais!!! i had so many enough can!!! i'm not going 2 care anymore!!! from now onwards!!! if got anything happen, i will not care!!! cuz u guys like rite, so i let u guys be wad u wan 2 be!!! so juz leave me alone k!!! ok, i got sth 2 tel u guys, i noe tat u guys wan me 2 die rite, i tel u yes i will go & die... but not now!!! so juz wait & see wad will happen k!!! it doesn't matter if u noe wad i'm talking abt, cuz i noe u sure won't understand... so ya!!! view all u like k!!! even if u noe tat i'm posting abt u & u wan 2 go & tel ur mum abt it!!! go ahead!!! if anything happen... DUN REGRET!!!
8:11 PM
I Love You
Sunday, December 9, 2007
5 more days!!! scary man!!!hey, hope u will recover soon!!! yeah!!! wake up very early 2day, then went out wif my mum & silblings... after tat was planning 2 go 2 malaysia but then in de end nv go!!! lol!!! erm... lalalalalalalalalalalalala!!! it's raining again!!! i hate it when it rain, cuz when i go out i will worry cuz i scare i will fall down anytime... haha!!! i did fall down be4 & i really hate 2 go out when it rain!!! it's still raining now can!!! hais!!!
3:49 PM
I Love You
Saturday, December 8, 2007
6 more days!!! so fast!!!
3:22 PM
I Love You
Friday, December 7, 2007
mei!!! if u wan aunt photo then take k!!! i only got a few!!! haha!!! omg, they r so loving!!! yea!!!
8:23 PM
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omg!!! jay chou de song 彩虹 so nice!!! is so sad can de song!!! lalalala!!! lucky got liting... thk 4 sending me de song!!! haha!!! i'm in love wif it!!! erm!!! i long time nv see rainbow already??? lol...7 more days!!!ytd was talking 2 nat & liting on de phone!!! then tis morning was talking 2 jean!!! haha!!! omg i dun noe if ytd i got fall asleep anot??? lalalalalalalala!!! haha!!! tis morning i wake up like so super early can!!! cuz i receive alot of phone calls!!! then my house phone also ring can!!! haha!!! dun noe who call my house, i only pick up calls from my hp!!! lucky my mum is not at home!!! if not she sure scold wan!!! haha!!!jean, haha!!! i wan 2 laugh can!!! u so funny!!! play wif perfume??? hais!!! ice-cream....... haha!!! i realise tat tis few days i haf been talking 2 bear, peisi, liting, suetping, jean & felicia(laogong)!!! haha!!! yea!!! so happy!!! 9 more days & we can see each others!!! haha!!! i'm waiting 4 tat day 2 come!!! but i dun wan 2 take my result, haha!!! is scary!!! but then like wad jean say, GOD WILL ALWAYS BLESS US!!! haha!!!
2:31 PM
I Love You
Thursday, December 6, 2007
10 more days!!!hais!!! i got nth much 2 say 2day!!! hmm!!! maybe i really can be a love caculator!!! lol!!! was talking 2 bear juz now!!! so she say cuz i noe alot of things abt love then she ask me go be a love caculator, so cute can!!! hmm!!! ok la... i noe some things abt love but not so much i think!!! erm!!! goodluck 2 bear!!! u will noe why i say goodluck!!! so cherish wad u haf k!!! juz hope u will be happy!!! once again, good luck 2 u!!! stay happy!!!hais, was reading my horoscope juz now??? i'm really scare now, cuz de horoscope is like so true!!!Time to redefine 'self-centered.' Put the egotistical element of it aside, and get centered on who you are, what you believe, what you have to give and what you hope to get in return. Get grounded, then open up to love!
hais!!! grounded??? so irrtating!!! no freedom!!! lol!!! juz hope tat tis horoscope is not true!!!things tat u dun cherish, someone will be there 2 cherish 1 day
7:05 PM
I Love You
Monday, December 3, 2007
lol!!! was playing audi wif beck juz now!!! wow!!! so funny la de 1st round!!! she dance alone!!! lol!!! then after tat she went to play maple!!! hmm!!! wanted 2 blog abt her, but forget wad i wan 2 blog already!!! so ya!!! hais!!! so boring now!!!
huda & jean pls cheer up!!! i dun noe how come de both of u suddenly like tat, cuz i ask u guys wad happen then 1 say i dun noe, then another 1 say nth!!! ok then nvm, i dun wan ask!!! i juz hope u guys will be alrite k!!! if u guys got any prob can tel me!!! dun keep 2 urself, is not good!!!
13 more days!!!
8:20 PM
I Love You
Sunday, December 2, 2007
COUNT DOWN!!! 12 more days & we will be taking back our results!!! hais!!! wonder wad will happen on TAT day!!! juz hope tat everything will be fine!!! lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala!!! i'm wondering!!! erm!!! actually i dun really feel so scary, cuz maybe i noe tat i will fail my N's!!! hmm!!! dun noe wad 2 do la!!! hope de time can fly faster!!! waiting!!!IF U PLAY, U PAY!!!
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