Friday, February 29, 2008

OSA lesson Mr goh was so angry wif us untill he cancel our lesson!!! omg!!! OSA is o important can!!! hmm, we wasted our 1 hour lesson!!! our class is so so behind others classes, dun noe if we can catch up anot??? anyway tis is a lesson 4 u 2 learn!!!

went back 2 sjc 2day!!! hmm, saw some juniors going 4 NPAP!!! lalala... goodluck 2 them!!! now is their turn, still can rmb de times when we went 4 NPAP!!! hmm, i miss my squadmates!!! then went 2 see de juniors at basement!!! saw de sec 1 batch, hmmm, there are so few of them!!! only 24 if i'm not wrong??? hmm... anyway hope they will enjoy themself in their future wif NPCC!!! hahas... dear sec 1... i bet u guys will definitely enjoy ur life wif NPCC!!! SURELY NO REGRET!!! hahas... goodluck 2 all of u, dearest juniors... i love u guys... take care alrite!!!

Dear, thk 4 de rose!!! i got shock by u can??? haiyo!!! so scary!!! hmm, after tat we went 2 play soccer... u keep saying me!!! hais... nvm!!! cuz all de things u say is true!!! lalala!!! went home, nth happen... lucky if not i will get upset again!!! Dear, i love you!!!

lalala!!! so boring le!!! ytd went 2 god place!!! nth happen, good!!! juz hope it will continue like tis 4ever!!!

11:54 AM
I Love You

Thursday, February 28, 2008

MDP lesson was better 2day, instruction was a bit more clear compared 2 yesterday!!! hmm, i dun noe how le la!!! juz 4get it!!! hmm, i dun noe le!!! i juz hate my life k!!! i love u!!! hmm, go sleep early k!!! take care... bye!!!

i hate u, pls get lost la!!! u r not a prince or a king can!!! juz get out la!!! juz becuz of u everything turn out 2 be in a mess!!! seriously juz get lost if u r not happy, dun add prob 4 me can!!! u stupid idiot boy!!! i really hate u!!! tis is not funny!!! i hate my life wif u around!!! dun ever try 2 mess wif me cuz i will not let u off!!! juz simply get out of my life, u idiot moron!!! i hate u!!!

9:44 PM
I Love You

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

nabila: i'm sorry... i noe i haf given u alot of trouble... i noe u r pissed wif me... but i try not 2 pissed u off again!!! i dun noe why i juz can't take it when he start it!!! u noe wad i mean rite??? hey, u too, cheer up alrite!!! i will always be there 4 u!!! no matter wad happen, dun give up k!!!

2day, MDP lesson!!! Arrrrrrrrrr... so stress!!! i dun noe how 2 do de photoshop thinggy!!! i think de instruction is not clearly given 2 us!!! nabila was so stress tat she dun noe wad 2 do!!! then after tat i tel her 2 do again & again & again!!! but i ownself also dun noe how??? Arrrrrrrr... i hope Mr Goh can give us de instruction more clearly next time!!! i'm sorry nabila... i cuz u so much problem!!!

OSA lesson, Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! tis is worst!!! 4 de 1st time i was so lost during tis lesson untill i stone there like nobody business!!! i dun noe why la, i keep feel like vomiting??? thk nabila 4 ur oil!!! thk, yufang, serena, ferries and those who haf help me 2day!!! sorry is my fault, i was not feeling well tat's why!!!

11:42 PM
I Love You

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Dear, rmb de promise u make 2 me!!! i will rmb de!!! hmm!!! i dun wan 2 die, i wan 2 treasure all de times i haf wif u!!! Dear, i trust u and i believe u, hopefully u won't break my heart k!!! i love u alot, and i dun wan 2 lose u... can u ans my question??? wad if 1 day my chicken really find out abt us, will u still hold on 2 me tightly, or will u juz let me go??? muz recover soon alrite!!! see u tml!!! i love u!!!

OSA lesson was stressful 2day!!! i dun understand de chapter!!! it's getting harded and harded!!! test is coming, i scare i might fail!!! how??? haiya, i'm so irrtated by tis thing!!! stop bothering me can!!! y muz u make me suffer!!! y can't u juz let me go??? i need my freedom, i need my space!!! i wan everything 2 go away... dun bother me!!! i will make my life more meaningful from now on even if u wan me 2 suffer!!! i dun care cuz i dun wan 2 fight wif u!!! i wan 2 fight 4 my future!!! i got plans 4 my future already, i hope u will not ruin my plans!!! let me persue wad i wan... i wan my dreams 2 come true!!! pls dun stop me and dun object my decision, i juz hope u can give me de support 2 carry on wif wad i wan 2 achieve in my future, yet 2 come!!! i wan 2 do sth tat will really make me happy!!! pls encourage!!! even if u dun appove, i will still wan 2 do de things i like, cuz those are de things i wan 2 achieve in my future life!!! i hope u can give m de support...

8:52 PM
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Monday, February 25, 2008

Dear, 2day i was very upset!!! i think juz now was my fault, cuz i should haf say clearly 2 u where to meet??? but u shouldn't haf scold me rite??? when u hang up my calls, i was panic... i dun noe how!!! i scare u might get angry!!! then nabila, sorry i noe u can't stand me... but i was juz upset by him!!! then when i use nabila phone 2 call u, cuz my phone got prob, u didn't ans!!! u off ur phone somemore??? i tel u, if i dun love u i can't be bother 2 call u so many times!!! juz becuz i love u so much and u hurt my feelings so many times!!! i always cry, even if i cry becuz of u, i wouldn't tel u!!! i really love u so much!!! i hope u will not make me worry again!!! juz now i went 2 CP, i saw huda, i'm sorry huda!!! i can't take it tat's why i cry!!! then after saying bye 2 nabila and huda... i wanted 2 go 2 ur place!!! but i call sha and she ask me to go and find her, so i went to find her... as i was walking out of CP... i fall while i was walking!!! cuz i was very sad, i dun noe wad happen 2 u!!! then i was in a lost!!! my mind was empty!!! i only think of u at tat moment!!! hais!!! sometime i juz wish i could tel u how much i love u, but i juz dun dare!!! i was so upsets la!!! i dun noe le!!! i'm very very terribly upset tis week!!! i hate 2 let u see i cry!!! i dun wan u 2 see me cry, i can't take it!!! i was always happy but in my heart, i'm crying like hell!!! DO U NOE TAT??? DO U EVEN CARE??? I THINK U DUN NOE??? i was very very piss wif myself!!! i really hate it when i cry, i hate de sound of how i cry!!! it's sound irrtating la!!! i hope u will recover soon!!! take good care of urself!!! drink plenty of water!!! goodnite!!! go sleep early!!! i love u!!! tml i can't see u!!! :( i'm upset again!!! hais!!! if i cry tml, leave me alone!!! cuz i need 2 think properly becuz my heart is so weak now!!! tis week i cry almost everyday!!! i need time 2 heal!!! pls give me time!!! sorry if i ignore u or wad!!! pls 4give me!!!

went 4 BL interview 2day!!! i was very nervous juz now!!! i dun noe why??? then in the end dewi, kenneth and me went in 4 de interview tgt!!! i scare my interview will be unsuccessful!!! i hope i can get into BL!!! juz hope tat the few of us who wants 2 join BL can get selected!!! goodluck ppl!!!

tml there is test!!! Arrrrrrrrrr... anyway goodluck ppl!!!

9:14 PM
I Love You

Sunday, February 24, 2008

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! i think we need time 2 cool down now!!! i'm sorry, i'm de caused of everything!!! i really hate it!!! i'm sorry!!! i promised i won't tel u i wan 2 die le!!! dun block me can??? u really make me feel upset!!! i'm sorry, i didn't mean 2 piss u!!! but i think i'm at fault!!! i always started it so is my fault!!! Arrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! nvm!!! i dun noe wad is happening!!! why u become so angry???

5:55 PM
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UO0108B our class blog is going 2 be opened on mon!!! yeah!!! can see our blog by tml!!! lalala!!! OB rox!!! i love my class!!! haha!!! see u guys!!! bye!!! take care!!!

2:44 AM
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Saturday, February 23, 2008

dear, if ever 1 day i really die, pls dun hate me but go for orange k... i feel tat living in tis world has got no more meaning 4 me... dear, thk 4 adding colours to my life but i really can't live, i wan 2 leave tis world so tat i can be alone!!! i'm sorry!!! pls dun hate me instead thk me!!! cuz if i die, u will haf a chance to go for her!!! i dun noe wad i'm talking!!! i'm sad, angry, lost & confuse!!! i may be stupid but i really dun wan 2 continue living!!! dear, i scare u will leave me, i'm very scare!!! i dun noe how??? wad if 1 day u really leave me, i will really die!!! i really love u alot, i can't leave without u!!! hais!!! i dun noe how le!!! ever since u enter my life, my life did brighten up alot!!! all de times u spend wif me, i will always rmb!!! thk 4 helping me so much!!! i dun wan 2 be a burden 2 u!!! i wish i can die la!!! i always tel u my prob and i feel so irrtated 2 myself!!! i dun noe how le!!! i hate my family!!! my prob is always either family or money matters!!! i dun noe why la... frenz prob usually i won't haf tat prob cuz all my frenz r loving, understanding & nice!!! then love prob happens only sometime not always!!! so de things tat will only make me feel so sad & hurt is my family la... how i wish i can haf a understanding family!!! i really dun noe wad 2 do??? sometime i really feel like cutting myself!!! i really dun noe la!!! i can't take it!!! i hate my life!!! living in tis world is like a misery 2 me can!!! dear, i'm grateful 2 u!!! i dun noe wad 2 say 2 u!!! each time i see u, i can really die, i will get nervous can!!! i dun noe why leh??? u tell me why can!!! haiyo but anyway nvm!!! i hope my life will get better each day!!! tis is de only thing i can do!!! juz hope 4 my life 2 get better!!! sorry dear, juz now i really can't think properly!!! u slap me also no use cuz at tat point i only think of dying!!! i'm so sorry!!! pls dun get angry wif me!!! pls take care of ur leg!!! sorry 4 hurting ur leg!!! i love u!!! take care!!! pls 4give me can???

my bro say 2 me!!! i dun noe why my mother wan 2 give birth 2 u!!! wa lao... i was shock can!!! i was like why my mother wan 2 born me out la!!! i also wonder!!! but my bro is really too much k!!! he wan me 2 die can!!! he say y u dun wan go die!!! i feel like telling him, if i can die, why not!!! he fish la!!! get out of my life ok!!! i dun give a damn 2 u!!! i'm very pissed off!!! u r too much!!! dun force me can!!! i tel u if i die, i see wad happen 2 u??? u get lost la!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i will rmb tis day!!! i will rmb how u push me!!! u go and die pls!!! i really hate u!!!

nabila pls cheer up!!! no matter wad i will be there 4 u always!!! take care!!!

8:46 PM
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Friday, February 22, 2008

2day was fun... morning i called liting & peisi and talk!!! hmm!!! so tis morning went 2 dear house then i went 2 knock at his door!!! who ask him dun wan 2 wake up!!! pig!!! only noe how 2 sleep!!! hais... then later we went 2 play soccer!!! hais, dear injured his leg!!! hmm got so many blood!!! i think dear scare of pain!!! stupid can, i haven even touch ur leg u scare already!!! haiyo!!! hmm!!! play wif whoa, beela, sha, esther and dear juz now!!! then after tat we play wif dear frenz!!! lalala!!! raining!!! so we went home after tat!!!

9:11 PM
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Thursday, February 21, 2008

hmm... hahas... 2day my grandmother bought dinner 4 us!!! yeah!!! tis week is special 2 me cuz all my dinner are nice!!! hmm, tis tues is our test day again!!! hais, tis 2 weeks got so many test!!! i'm so stress up la, i dun even noe how 2 memorise de whole script can!!! i dun wan 2 haf test!!! i hate de CRN teacher, not Ms Jasmine Teo but another 1... i dun wan 2 say her name cuz i noe alot of ppl dun like her too!!! she's so idiotic!!! she say 2 me tat i nv prepared myself 4 de test, and then she say alot of things 2 me can, all so nagative... but she told nabila (well done) but in de end she also say nabila very nervous nv take her comments... she idiot!!! i dun noe if she will fail me anot!!! but i got a very strong feelings tat i will fail CRN!!! seriously, i dun haf much faith and confidence in myself!!! i dun noe why but i juz can't prepared myself properly 4 tis test!!! whenever i see de teacher, i will get nervous and i will forget all my script!!! actually on tat day, i did prepare myself be4 i go in can... it's juz tat when i enter de room, i see de way she look at me, make me so scare can!!! she look so fierce la!!! but even if i fail, i dun mind cuz maybe tis is wad i deserve cuz i got only 1 chance but i nv treasure it properly!!! so i can only blame myself 4 tat!!! wadever de outcome is... i juz hope nth will happen!!! tis tues got OFC test!!! i juz hope i can do better 4 tis test!!! tis teacher also very fierce, i very scare can!!! i hope i can pass all my test!!! hope everything will be alrite!!! hmm, OSA result is out le... i'm happy tat de whole class pass!!! then now waiting 4 MDP test!!! hope everyone will pass too!!! anyway take care!!! see u guys!!! loves...
pls dun make me cry, cuz i really had enough of crying!!!

4:56 AM
I Love You

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

i still think my mum food is de best!!! i miss her food, i'm glad tat tis few day i can eat de food she cook!!! hmm, anyway 2day nabila, dewi, darling, honey, seehian, huimin, peisi, dear and me got de cross country thiggy!!! hahaha!!! we run untill siao le!!! although it's tiring but it is still fun!!! i'm so proud of my dear... he managed 2 come early 2day!!! haha!!! so happy!!! hope he will continue 2 come at tis time everyday!!! hmm, play soccer juz now!!! so fun!!! hmm, i haf so many things 2 say, bu i dun noe how 2 start off!!! so i will not say it le!!! anyway take care ppl!!!
i love u dear!!!

8:49 PM
I Love You

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

hmm, juz now i very bad k!!! i laugh at tis person, i think i feel very bad cuz i shouldn't haf laugh at her!!! but anyway she is funny!!! ... u r de most important person in my life k!!! u dun ask me stupid question everytime can!!! i feel like punching u la!!! anyway u better go tml!!! see ya!!!

8:41 PM
I Love You

Monday, February 18, 2008

yeah!!! 2day got back our OSA result!!! i'm so happy tat everyone passed!!! hmm!!! anyway good job 4 those who have passed well, as 4 those who didn't score very well, like me!!! dun worry continue 2 work hard!!! jiayou!!! tml is our CRN role play!!! haven memorise my script yet, how??? it's 3 pages long!!! i'm dying!!! anyway we still haf 2 go through de test!!! nabila, rmb wad u can alrite!!! then tml i will try 2 help u, muz help me too!!! yeah!!! GOODLUCK PPL!!! jiayou!!!

8:50 PM
I Love You

Sunday, February 17, 2008

if girls cry....Message: If girls cry ..Message: If a girl cries in front ofyou, it means that she couldn't take it anymore...If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life; if you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore... (VERY TRUE!!!) A girl wont cry easily, Except infront of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak... (VERY TRUE!!!) A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life. Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life. When she cry rite in front of you, when she cry bcoz of you, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling? Think.... Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity, Infront of you, And bcoz of you? She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity, She cry, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside... Guys, Think about it...If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only you will know the answer to it. Do consider it. Coz one day.... It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "im sorry". To my friends...Ponder this message seriously. Dont do this to a girl,You may regret for the rest of yourlife. Maybe in your life, she's theonly one that love YOU the most...

1:45 PM
I Love You

i miss u guys alot!!! hope 2 meet up soon!!! hmm!!! how's life??? hope u guys r doing fine!!! good luck 2 ur future endeavour ppl!!! take care!!!

1:17 AM
I Love You

i really hate my life... i dun get it lor... why muz we always fight wif small things!!! i juz wan my own life, is it too much 2 ask 4??? i dun noe la!!! if ever i can haf my own life, wif nobody around wif me, wif no one controlling me... then only i could be more happier!!! i hate living, seriously 2 me, living is like a misery to me!!! i juz hate it!!! it's vey happening!!! everyday there muz be something there 4 us to fight!!! wad is tis??? if we continue... we really will die!!! i dun like it!!! sometimes i really feel like cutting myself so that i can juz end my life!!! no matter wad i do, it juz won't help!!! i really wan my own life!!! but i can't get it!!! so many things is bothering me, when can it stop bothering me??? i think i haf tolerate it 4 like dun noe how many thousands years!!! i really get pissed off whenever my prob comes!!! i dun noe why!!! i seriously dun wan 2 live!!! i dun noe why i hate my life so much... but now i really hate it alot alot!!! i hate 2 be de biggest in de family!!! it's really stressful, u won't understand... everytime only now how 2 play... if i dun let u go down and play, u will die!!! wa lao!!! then becuz of u i haf 2 keep lying!!! but nvm... i always help u but u always end up betraying me!!! wad is de prob??? i dun noe why i should help u la... it's not de 1st time can!!! u always betray me, i always 4get and 4give u!!! then juz now u betray me again!!! u betray me again and again!!! u think is funny!!! i dun noe y i should help u if u wan to betray me??? i can't think of a solution!!! i really wanna die!!! u dun noe how i feel!!! i really haf a big responsibility can!!! u dun noe anything!!! u only care about urself, only care about playing, wad else do u care!!! i hate it!!! u really make me unhappy!!! y can't u juz respect me, and follow wad i say!!! i really can't understand!!! why muz u be bad!!! i really hate de way u talk 2 us??? it's so rude!!! wa lao... we r not ur dog ok!!! pls respect us!!! i really dun noe how to tel de 3 of u!!! pls help me can!!! u guys always gang up!!! i hate it la!!! u won't understand de feeling!!! i feel so useless cuz i can't even make u guys scare of me!!! i really dun noe wad 2 do!!! god, pls help me!!! if really 1 day i die, then u guys will be de reason!!! i really hate my life!!! i rather spend my time in sch then at home!!! at least in sch i won't be so unhappy!!! at least nobody will fight wif me... nobody will quarrel wif me!!! i will be so happy can!!! tat's why i'm always happy 2 go 2 sch!!! cuz when i go 2 sch, i can 4get all my prob, maybe not all my prob but some of them i will 4get!!! even if i'm tired, i still will get up and go 2 sch!!! cuz tis is de only time when i can be happy!!! somemore nobody will fight wif me!!! i can do wad i wan without anybody nagging or controlling me!!! tat's why i love 2 go sch so much!!! hahas... i love to laugh too!!! sometime when i laugh i really can 4get all my unhappiness!!! but i dun noe why i always end up laughing alot in sch!!! maybe becuz of my frenz!!! they r really funny!!! we can laugh de whole day... but still not tired!!! i really love my frenz alot!!! hais!!! but no matter wad... i still hate my life!!! i really hate it!!!

12:27 AM
I Love You

Saturday, February 16, 2008

yesterday was fun when nabila, huda, dear and me play soccer!!! but after nabila and peisi went home, something happen to dear!!! he go and kick de ball so high untill it went into de adventure park!!! then we wanted 2 climb in but is too high and it's very sharp!!! but in de end, dear manage 2 climb in but when he want 2 climb out, it's very hard!!! cuz it's really sharp and high!!! then huda and me was very worried!!! but in de end we went home happily!!! haiyo, he shouldn't haf kick de ball so high!!! omg, he injured his hand!!! :( erm, 2day went out wif dear, esther and huda!!! but huda went home early... :( so dear, esther and me, we went to meet peisi and her boyfriend at AMK hub!!! then we went to eat Mac!!! after tat dear and esther went to play catching wif some small kids!!! hahahas... so lame la they all!!! then peisi and her boyfriend went home!!! left dear, esther and me!!! we went to hougang mall... shop and train down 2 compass!!! then went to esther house there... sit 4 a while!!! then esther went home, i went 2 dear house there 2 play soccer!!! but i nv play... only dear and pervin play!!! then i reach home at around 8pm!!! so tired la!!!

9:13 PM
I Love You

Friday, February 15, 2008

later i'm going 2 de god place!!! i hope everything will be fine!!! i'm very scare... how??? haiz, u so busy!!! i dun noe how??? i hope nth will happen!!! hais... i really hate my life la!!! seriously i'm tired of living!!! i dun noe wad 2 do le!!! i'm very tired!!! Arrrrrrr... i'm scare... i hope nth will happen!!!

9:11 PM
I Love You

Thursday, February 14, 2008

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to all!!!

if i cry tat means it's shows tat i luv u badly, deeply!!!

hmm, i really feel so upsets 4 her... i juz hope she will be alrite!!! cheer up buddy!!! :)

i dun really noe wad 2 say!!! but i hope everyday will be alrite and happy 4 us!!!

May Heaven, Grant Wishes!!!

oh gosh, God, Please Help Me, Please grant me my wish!!!

9:37 PM
I Love You

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

i really regret!!! i'm sorry... i shouldn't haf ask tat stupid question!!! i dun wan 2 hmm hmm!!! pls dun hmm hmm me k!!! i should not haf start!!! i'm sorry... pls forgive me!!! i really hate it... tis week we keep talking abt love stuff!!! make me so confuse la... i hate myself!!! i hope tat after 2day, everything will be the same still!!! i really regret using de word!!! "hmm hmm" i'm very sorry!!! i feel so guilty after u leave!!! i dun noe why!!! i feel very upset la!!! but i really luv u!!!

10:35 PM
I Love You

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

hahas!!! "hahas group" is back 2 normal again!!! yeah!!! should call 4 a celebration!!! i love my cliques!!! they rox!!! we are mutli-racial alrite!!! hahas... i love my honey, darling, nabila, serena, fiona, claire, yu fang, faisal, kenneth, kar ying and of course not forgetting de most funniest person, gwyn!!! hahas... they rox alrite!!! thk 4 being there wif me always!!! hope we will continue 2 stay like tis!!! hahahas!!! "laughing pills" my new nick name from fiona!!! hahas... yeah!!! i'm so happy when i'm wif them!!! lol... they can really make my day!!! lalala... 2day we got alot of taking session!!! hahaha!!! hope tml will be a better day!!!

9:15 PM
I Love You

Monday, February 11, 2008

In Class
if i could get away wif it, dozens of ppl would haf died!!! *= =* i'm holding back my tears... As i look up into de sky, i saw a cloud, hoping tat i could see u **= =** when u call my name, it starts the flame in my heart, no matter how i try, my love, i cannot hide!!!

At 4rum
sorry juz now, i noe i shouldn't haf cry infront of u & nabila but i juz can't take it, dun tel me u wan me 2 smile when my tears r forcing 2 drop... sorry, i can't take it!!!

At 4rum
u say u won't leave me??? i dun think so!!! even if u dun change, ur heart will eventually change somehow!!! tis is true rite!!! i feel very miserable... i tel u already rite, i dun noe how 2 communicate wif u!!! hmm, not i dun noe is i find it hard... u see, in sch, our time all different, very hard 2 meet, after sch, very late already, no time 2 meet also, at home, bath, eat, do HW, sleep... somemore now i got no phone!!! how 2 msg, talk!!! i wan 2 turn back de clock where we can talk whole day long!!! hais... i dun ask 4 much... 4 now, whenever i can see u i'm satisfied already!!!

muz we really sacrific things 4 our loves one??? can someone ans tis question 4 me???

i hope i won't get hurt cuz now my life is really miserable... at least now i haf u!!! if not i think i could haf died by now!!! i need to talk to huda!!! i miss her, dun noe wad she is doing!!! hopefully i can get a phone soon!!! can u assured tat u won't leave me???

3:27 PM
I Love You

Sunday, February 10, 2008

i juz hope my com will be alrite!!! cuz now suddenly can use... i hope de connection won't run away!!! stay like tis 4ever!!! hais... if i can ever choose my own chicken then it could be so good!!! i really hate my chicken la... i dun like de life i'm living now!!! it's so irrtating la... so many prob happen so suddenly nowadays...

i dun noe who 2 talk 2 la... i juz want 2 talk 2 someone who can really help... but nobody can help!!! want 2 die also cannot... wad to do??? stupid... i hae life... really wonder how come we muz come 2 tis world!!! if god really want us 2 come 2 tis world then he should at least help us rite!!! i dun noe la... i dun think i'm helped by him!!! i juz hope i can see how god look like... he is really magical, sometime he can let miracle happen and sometime he can dun care... not as in dun care but i dun see de change in tat thing happen!!!

i also dun noe how!!! i hate everything!!! i hate my chicken alot, seriously!!! i really wan 2 kill myself... i hate tis week can, it's so super irrtating... cuz really alot of things happen tgt... it's so sudden!!! i wanna die!!!

11:17 AM
I Love You

Monday, February 4, 2008

i'm not really happy nowadays, due 2 some prob... perhaps only nabila and my dear noe!!! hais... hmm... hope she can manage 2 date her out!!! no matter wad, i hope she will talk 2 her... haiya, i won't be jealous k... dun worry... juz go and talk 2 her alrite!!! erm... no matter wad, life haf to go on still... so y not be happy everyday... we can only live 1 time so muz treasure de time!!! i got nth 2 say already!!! take care!!! :D loves...

i miss all my frenz... wonder how r they???

3:12 PM
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