Sunday, August 31, 2008
okay, i'm going 2 blog... i dun noe why, but i noe i juz wan 2 say everything out... i dun noe wad u wan alrite??? i had enough... u noe wad??? i dun noe wad is ur idiot problem??? at 1st u steal my frenz, nvm, i dun blame u, 2nd u blame my frenz, okay, i juz 4get it, 3rd u do sth serectly behind my back, u think i dun noe??? excuse me, i'm not stupid... u may think i'm, tat'a ur problem... can u pls get a live... i dun understand all tis... i hate u, u, u & U... can all of u juz get a LIVE... u wan me 2 stay happy... but when i stay happy, u create all de problem 4 me... can u stop it... i dun blame u but de sight of u makes me hate u, i'm sorry but u r too much... can u juz get lost... i dun hate u but wad u do really makes me hate u so much... pls stop all ur nonsense... HIPPO CHIPO DESPO... which wan u wan??? juz get lost... becuz of u, i lost everything & thks 2 u i got so much illness & till now, i juz wan a simple life, pls get lost... i think u deserve tis... "i dun wan history 2 repeat itself"... ytd when i was packing my stuff, i saw all my sec sch greeting cards & presents... i miss all of them... hahas, in my life, i met all tis ppl tat has helps me in some ways... szepei, felicia, huimin, angela, jolyn, suetping, samantha, davina, joy, gayatri, yuenping, ignasia, cindy, liting, peisi, rebecca, jiajin, weiting, jean, malina, atiqa, rakbir, snadra, shannon, sylvia, belinda, thenmozhi, vemili, sherry, veronica, yashi, pileng, cecilia, lydia, regina, jamine, jolene, cynthia, amanda, yueying, karin, bel, bernice, melissa, faeezah, geraldine, huda, natasha, esther, nabila, huiqin, marcus, szehwee, huifang, angie, rachel, adon, fiona, yufang, serena, dewi, gwyn, karying, claire & so many more... dun noe why i miss them so much... sorry if i miss out ur name, cuz there's too many names... hahas... now u understand de feeling of loving someone but de person dun love u???i miss u, will u ever notice me??? i dun noe wad u r thinking??? haiya, but nvm... i'm still waiting... hopefully everything will be fine...
3:48 AM
I Love You
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Beela...
MY DEAREST FRENZ!!! :D
i'm going 2 tel u, no matter wad u do or how sad u feel, u haf 2 stay strong... life is like tis, wheather u like it or not, tis is how god creates ur life... god has de power... whoosh... i'm going mad... everyday i'm facing de same prob!!! when will tis end??? u ask me, is tis gonna happen 4 e rest of e dae tgt in tix sch??? i'm gonna tel u, no, u can prevent it if u do something abt it... "nth is impossible"... if we dare 2 try, there will always be a chance of hope... dun worry too much... i can say, too much things has happen 2 us recently, it's really too much but if we can still tolerate then juz continue 2 bear wif it... i noe tat de important person has given u alot of prob but dun worry, he won't eat u up... rmb my sentence???
"U CAN DISLIKE E PERSON BUT U CANT HATE DEM" alrite, everyone has their reason behind everything they do... i believe u haf ur reasons too... juz dun think too much... hahas... it has been a long time since i blog... so much haf happen, ppl change so fast??? everything changes now!!! beela, stay strong... can we go through everything tgt again like how we did it in de past... "time will really prove everything, believe me"... i dun understand... why can't ppl treasure de ppl around them??? why muz they wait till something happen then they will treasure de person back... isn't it silly??? i juz dun noe... i hope we can get all our link back again, omg, exams are near... i scare i might fail!!! i hope everything will get better... think of tis way beela, "tomorrow will be a better day"... so tat if u think tis way, u won't feel so sad... hahahas... miss u lots... muz take care of ur health alrite...
Secret Person
hahas... i believe tat love is hard and yes, it's very hard... "wad is not meant 2 be ur, will nv be ur's..." maybe u dun like me but nvm... i really can't do anything if u dun like me rite, but i can do sth... i can keep u in my heart sliently... it's terrible 2 love someone, seriously, loving someone is very hard... hmm, ur msg are so sweet... but i believe u won't msg me anymore & i believe tat maybe u r avoiding me... hehe... i can be rite & i can be wrong... so am i rite or wrong??? i'm sorry if i haf disturbed u... i dun noe why, i juz dun dare 2 tel u how i feel!!! i'm scare, i'm lost... i dun noe if u r avoiding me anot??? hais... omg!!! i'm stupid enough 2 fall in love... i can't see u everyday, i juz dun noe wad u r thinking??? nvm, i'll be waiting... yeah!!! hahas, i miss u so much... will u ever notice me??? i dun think so... lols, anyway juz take care... i will let nature take it course... Hong Hong!!!
"i juz dun understand, did we owe u too much in de past??? did we??? why muz we deserve all tis from u... i believe it's really too late 2 say anything now??? but all i can say is to be careful in future... muz u really haf love in ur life then u will be peaceful??? pls, i believe in tis world there are so many other better things to do other then force urself 2 fall in love rite??? i hope u can think through??? is not hard to live on ur own, without love, u still can live ur life happily, believe me, u can, provided tat u try... i hope tat all de chances tat we gave u, u will treausre it... pls dun make ur life so miserable & let all of us haf peace can, let urself haf peace too can... i haf told u so many things... but u didn't seem 2 get my meaning... i juz hope u will wake up... "LOVE CAN'T BE FORCE"... really, sometimes de person we love, we will nv get... sorry, i noe it hurts u alot alot but really u can't force LOVE... understand??? pls pls pls wake up... think 4 ur future... study hard now, dun think abt love untill u really noe who u love... i still believe "time will prove everything"... hopefully u will get wad i mean, if by reading tis, u still can't get wad i mean, then i really dun noe wad i can do??? i wish u all de best in future & take care of urself... if u ever need my help in future, i will still help u... i will not 4get u... as i said, i will 4give u, no matter how bad u r, as long as u r willing 2 change, i dun mind giving u another chance... chance 2 be good frenz again & not more then tat... i believe everyone can be given chances in their life, no matter wad they did in de past, it doesn't matter... as long as they r willing 2 change, i will 4give them... so it's de same 4 u... no matter wad happen in de past, wad u do in de past, it doesn't matter, now de present matters... so i hope de next time we meet or talk, u haf already wake up... one last thing... i'm sorry... sorry!!!
6:54 AM
I Love You
