Friday, November 30, 2007

ytd bear was sick, she got stomach flu!!! i hope she recover soon!!! so poor thing!!! she got injection can!!! ouch!!! so pain!!! then now is my turn 2 fall sick!!! hais!!! omg!!! then went 2 sch 2day wif peisi & lydia!!! then after training went CP wif jean, peisi, huda & nat!!! peisi went 4 injection too!!! ouch!!! why is everybody having injection!!! then went home!!! bath then sleep!!! then now so sick & tired!!! juz eat my dinner & a panadol!!! hope later i will feel better!!! cuz now i'm feeling so terrible!!! hais!!! anyway i'm chatting wif laogong & huda now!!!

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Thursday, November 29, 2007

thk laogong 4 being there wif me!!! i love u!!! miss u very much, do u noe tat!!! yeah!!! hmm!!! ytd talk 2 nat on de phone!!! haha!!! then i'm so boring now!!! hais!!! very bored!!! nth to post also!!!

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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

i though 2day i could be happy, but i didn't expect tis 2 happen!!! i'm upsets!!! ytd i talk 2 bear on de phone then juz now chat wif liting on de phone!!! i wonder tml who i will talk to??? muz i really give up!!! i'm so tired of it!!! sometime ur words can hurt ppl, do u noe tat!!! although u feel happy, but then i'm not!!! juz go & reflect on wad u did!!! erm, i dun think u need to reflect cuz u dun even noe how!!! juz get out of my life, dun make me so unhappy!!! u pig!!! I HATE YOU!!!

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

ytd was msging jj!!! hais!!! we say we wanted to go swimming tgt since sec 1 but then untill now!!! 4years already, we haven even go la!!! hais!!! somemore now de weather also not say very good!!! dun noe when will rain!!! erm!!! i miss my classmates & squadmates!!! hope to see each other soon!!! muz haf more outing!!! i miss going pula ubin wif my squad!!! i miss de place so much!!! i miss de campfire!!! we used to cheer alot there!!! then so fun!!! but then now... i dun think can cheer already!!! i still rmb tat time when we r in sec 3!!! then we haf to build our tent when we reach de campus!!! then after tat at nite suddenly rain!!! then all de sec 3 haf to sleep in de canteen!!! somemore we were like shivering!!! cuz is so cold!!! hais!!! juz hope to hang out wif all my frenz soon!!!

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Saturday, November 24, 2007

erm!!! lucky 2day nv rain!!! so boring now!!! got nth 2 say!!! haiya!!! ytd i was talking 2 somebody then after tat i ask her 2 wait but then i fall alseep!!! omg, how can i like tat!!! i think i alot of time also fall asleep!!! lol!!! but then i better then her... not like her, 1 day can sleep dun noe how many times!!! hais!!! but she funny la!!! then i also wan 2 say sorry 2 her, cuz i think i make her wait 4 me untill very long!!! so ya... hmm!!! then tis morning i wake up very early cuz of de ppl downstair, it's their wedding day, then they talk so loud la!!! hais... then after tat my mum & my sis wake up, we went out 4 breadfast!!! erm!!!

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Wednesday, November 21, 2007

2nite lydia will be flying 2 korea!!! lol!!! i wish i can go!!! hmm!!! i msg her juz now!!! guess she is on de way 2 de airport!!! hmm anyway take care!!! chatting wif liting now!!!

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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

PS: this also funny.

10 Marriage Commandments :)*Commandment

1.*Marriages are made in heaven.But so again, are thunder and lightning.*Commandment

2.*If you want your spouse to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say,talk in your sleep.*Commandment

3.*Marriage is grand --and divorce is at least 100 grand!*Commandment

4.*Married life is very frustrating.In the first year of marriage,the man speaks and the woman listens.In the second year, the woman speaks and the man listens.In the third year, they both speak and the neighbors listen.*Commandment

5.*When a man opens the door of his car for his wife, you can be sure of one thing:Either the car is new or the wife is.*Commandment

6.*Marriage is when a man and woman become as one; the trouble starts when they try to decide which one.*Commandment

7.*Before marriage, a man will lie awake all night thinking about something you said. After marriage, he will fall a sleep before you finish.*Commandment

8.*Every man wants a wife who is beautiful,understanding, economical, and a good cook. But the law allows only one wife.*Commandment

9.*Every woman wants a man who is handsome,understanding, economical and a considerate lover, but again, the law allows only one husband.*Commandment

10.*Man is incomplete until he marries.After that, he is finished.

*Bonus Commandment story.*A long married couple came upon a wishing well.The wife leaned over, made a wish and threw in a penny.The husband decided to make a wish too.But he leaned over too much, fell into the well, and drowned. The wife was stunned for a moment but then smiled, "It really works!"

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Monday, November 19, 2007

maybe if i'm gone, then they will realise my presence!!! i really can't think of anything but those unhappy moments will keep coming 2 my mind!!! wad to do la!!! juz end my life & tat's it!!! nobody can disturb me again!!! i can't think properly k!!! i dun understand, i juz dun!!! i dun noe how come i can't haf a proper life... y la!!! so irrtating!!! i can't imagine if i really kill myself 1 day!!! cuz i really can't think properly now compared to last time... last time if i got any prob, i will juz think of all de happy moments i had!!! then i will be ok!!! but now!!! de more i think of de happy moments i will get worst!!! my head will go crazy, then it will start 2 give me headach!!! so pain!!! i juz can't take it la!!! TEACH ME WAD TO DO!!!

my sch got prom nite 2day!!! but then cuz of alot of stupid & idiotic reason, i can't go!!! i'm so sad!!! wa lao!!! only 1 time in my life can!!! hais!!! nvm la!!! blame it on myself!!!

hey!!!!!!!!!!! ......
i didn't mean 2 talk 2 u rudely!!! pls reply my msg can!!! pls forgive me!!! i'm very sorry!!! dun ignore me pls!!! i really hope u can forgive me!!! but then if u dun forgive me, nvm... cuz i started it 1st!!! i realise tat i'm wrong!!! pls reply my msg!!! i dun wan 2 lose a frenz like u!!! pls!!! 6 years of frenzship!!! i'm really sorry!!! i'm really angry wif myself!!! i dun noe wad i'm doing!!! i think i really make alot of mistake!!! i created too much prob!!! hais, i can only blame myself!!!

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sat, i went 2 my aunt house wif my silblings... then we eat dinner at our aunt house cuz my mum is going out!!! then after our dinner, my silblings went 2 play computer then i went 2 listen 2 music!!! then at 12am my father come and pick my silblings go home... so left my aunt & me!!! cuz my uncle went 2 work in de evening then he may not come back 4 2 nites!!! so i accompany my aunt!!! then after tat i went in 2 de room 2 lie down, i msg someone... so a while later she call me then we talk!!! hmm, i think i fall asleep halfway!!! so sorry!!! then morning wake up, eat my breadfast!!! then afternoon my aunt & me plan 2 go 2 my grandma house but then when we walk up 2 de LRT platform... de rain was so heavy!!! then my aunt decided 2 go 2 de coffee shop 2 buy lunch then go home, cuz there is thunder too!!! hais!!! then i wasted $3 4 buying de train ticket but end up nv take de train!!! so after my aunt buy de lunch!!! i walk back home wif my aunt... then i can't stand my slipper cuz is so slippery!!! so my aunt call me 2 take off my slipper & walk home!!! so i take off my slipper & walk home wif her!!! erm!!! ppl muz be thinking tat i'm mad... walking in de rain without shoe!!! so reach home, bath & eat my lunch!!! after tat went in 2 de room 2 listen 2 some love story thinggy!!! erm!!! ytd i msg tis person again!!! then she say she will call me back later!!! so i wait!!! untill 2am she haven call!!! then after 2+ then she call me!!! but i think i fall asleep already!!! hey....... sorry!!! i didn't mean 2 fall asleep halfway!!! then tis morning wake up at 6:30am!!! then went to meet Lydia and we went 2 sch tgt!!! hais... training!!! i think is fun but there is some prob la!!! then after training, went 2 CP 2 meet my frenz!!! hmm i think i was very bad!!! cuz i feel tat i nelgected them!!! cuz when they talk 2 me, i nv ans them!!! i'm sorry!!! i really can't help can!!! i'm juz so unhappy nowadays!!! i seem 2 be thinking alot!!! i dun noe why la!!! i juz wan 2 get rid of all de unhappy things!!! i'm sorry 4 giving u guys face, but i did not mean 2 do it!!! actually i wanted 2 cry but in de end i manage 2 hold back my tears!!! i'm so so so SORRY!!! hope u guys will forgive me!!!

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Sunday, November 18, 2007

Erm... I was bored so i went to draw... Finally i finish drawing cuz at 1st i dun noe wad to draw so i spend a long time cutting, colouring & pasting then finally i'm done wif it... Hais i'm really sad & i haf got nth more to say now!!! Tis is de outcome of my drawing!!!

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007

ytd yuenping talk 2 me on MSN!!! she say how r u!!! then she say she miss me!!! omg!!! i can't believe it!!! i though she hate me, but then i think i was wrong!!! anyway!!! she is damn funny la!!! hmm!!! i miss my classmates!!! how i wish i can go sch!!! lol!!! everytime we wish 4 holidays when we are in sch, but when we are having holidays we wish we can go sch!!! hais... why like tat!!!

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

went 2 my aunt house & stay yesterday!!! then at nite, we watch CD & eat mac!!! then after eating & watching, all my siblings went 2 sleep!!! then left me, my aunt & my uncle!!! then after i eat finish, i went in 2 de room!!! stone de, cause i dun haf my pillow!!! i can't sleep!!! so i listen 2 music & play game till 7am!!! then my 4th sis wake up, i follow her go toilet & we went 2 eat breadfast 2gether!!! then i went in 2 de room again!!! was looking at de clock!!! hais!!! 8am only, so early!!! then i was very tired suddenly, so i fall asleep!!! then my 4th sis go play game & wait untill 9am, 4 my 3rd sis & bro 2 wake up!!! so when my 3rd sis & my bro wake up... de 2 of them went 2 eat breadfast while me & my 4th sis stay in de room!!! Zzzzzzzzzzzzz!!! then wake up at 10am... went 2 eat breadfast wif my aunt & uncle!!! then went to animal farm!!! so fun!!! hmm then i went to pick my grandma wif my uncle!!! then after tat, my sis, bro & me, went down 2 play soccer wif nat!!! lol!!! so funny!!! then got 1 period of time i so angry wif nat & my bro!!! they fight can!!! so i juz play soccer on my own!!! then my sis play ball wif nat, my bro go buy drinks!!! left me alone!!! so i juz ignore them!!! then later suddenly my sis, bro & nat play soccer wif me!!! so ya!!! had so much fun!!! but if my bro nv pick a fight maybe i will be happier!!! then now at my own house!!! hais!!! i'm so tired!!!

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

lol!!! so boring, got nth to do!!! lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala!!! i'm going 2 my lala land soon!!! hmm!!! oh ya, ytd i learn sth new!!! KAKA is hello, in mynnmar language!!! yeah!!! erm!!! i'm going 2 my aunt house 2nite, cause my parents are going oversea 2morrow!!! yeah!!! i can play soccer wif my uncle, sis & bro again!!! :) erm!!! i'm coming back on sunday nite... hais!!! nvm!!! i can disturb my sis at nite!!! lol!!! jk jk!!! hmm!!! nth 2 say le!!! yeah!!! bye!!! take care!!! SAYONARA!!!

loving someone is hard, being love by someone is easy!!!
It takes a minute to like someone,
It takes an hour to love someone,
It takes a life time to forget someone...

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Thursday, November 8, 2007

went 2 watsons 2day!!! so went in 2 sign a form!!! then now haf to wait 4 their call!!! yeah!!! better then got no jobs!!! hope i can work soon!!!

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL!!!

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

hais!!! everyone got job already!!! so fast!!! then i still dun haf!!! cause of some..............

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hey, hello!!! if 1 day i really run away from home, dun ever think of finding me back... tis is wad u bought upon me... pls dun blame me... i'm feeling very terrible... after u took my phone, i suddenly break down & cry... i dun noe why, but i haf tis terrible feelings in my heart which make me want to cry... so i juz cry & u dun even noe!!! then when jean call me, u scold her... ok, i dun blame u 4 tis... but can u at least give me some privacy... you always use god to threaten me... I REALLY FEEL VERY PRESSURIZE!!! perhaps, i'm really thinking too much, but i noe wad i'm doing... why can't u let me do wad i wan!!! ok, 1st u dun give me freedom like how others haf... i dun blame u 4 tis... 2nd u can't give me some privacy... ok, i also dun blame u 4 tis... 3rd u dun allow me to go find jobs... ok nvm!!! but wad hurt me most is when ur frenz ask u, why i nv go find work... then u say cause i very lazy and i very stupid, how can i go work... later i go work, u will lose face... OK, U LOSE FACE, MY PROB AR??? eh, is u dun allow me go find work wan ok... why muz u look down on me... why??? u dare say i lazy... i tell u dun noe how many idiot time tat i wan to go find jobs rite!!! is u dun allow ok... why muz u say ur own daughter untill like tat!!! i felt totally demoralized can!!! hello, I'M A HUMAN!!! I DO HAF FEELINGS WAN... i dun care if my uncle & aunt look down on me... BUT U ARE MY MOTHER, I DIDN'T EXPECT U TO LOOK DOWN ON ME... i haf nv ever though tat u will look down on me, cause everytime u will help me when ppl look down on me, but now i dun noe wad kind of medicine u eat 2 become like tat!!! y muz u make me feel so hurt!!! i hate it!!! i hate u!!! i hate everything!!! wad king of mother r u!!! i'm really confuse!!! sometime u appear to be nice, sometime u appear to be so evil!!! tis is de first time, ever in my life i feel so hurt!!! because my own mother look down on me too!!! 16 years!!! tis is wad i get from u!!! i can't stop u if u really want to look down on me!!! go ahead and tell ur frenz tat i'm stupid ok!!! i tell u, u noe why i so stupid??? because u are stupid tat's why i become like tis!!! i'm really upsets... pls dun tell ppl tat u r my mother... i'm really very upsets now!!! I FEEL SO HURT... sometime i really envy ppl... but i also cannot do anything!!! i dun understand!!! i'm already 16... why can't i haf my own freedom!!! i'm no longer small ok!!! i feel hurt when de words "STUPID" comes out of ur mouth... I ADMIT TAT I'M NOT SO DARING COMPARED TO MY BRO & SIS!!! BUT STILL U DUN HAF TO TREAT ME LIKE TAT RITE!!! My mother has never approved on anything I did, I'm not a good daughter in her eyes!!! i dun want to be de biggest!!! i haf so many responsiblity!!! i dun noe wad i do is correct anot!!! i everytime help my bro & sis but lie to my mum!!! then if i help my mum, my bro & sis will go against me!!! i really dun noe wad to do!!! no matter wad i do!!! my mum will not be happy!!! then i will get scolded by my bro & sis!!! i really dun wan to be de biggest!!! i haf so many things to care!!! but then i can feel tat i'm not doing a good job!!! i really can't help!!! somemore my bro & sis is so irrtating!!! they act as if they are de biggest!!! they dun even respect me la!!! so wad can i do!!! my mother always ask me dun let my bro & sis go down & play, but they juz run out of de house without letting me noe!!! then when my mum call me, i can't even find them, i haf to bluff my mum and tell her tat my bro & sis are sleeping, eating or bathing!!! I HAD ENOUGH LA!!! i dun understand why they like to go down and play so much!!! then when i shout 4 them, i shout untill i want to die already, they also ignore me!!! i really hate it!!! i also cannot tel my mum tat they go down, but i really hate it!!! everytime i haf to shout 4 them, i hate it when they ignore me!!! why can't they understand me!!! if anything happen to them, how am i going to ans to my mum!!! nobody understand how i feel!!! sometime i feel so tired taking care of my bro & sis, they are so stubborn!!! but i can't help, tis is my job!!! being de biggest in de family is a great great disaster, i feel!!! can they juz stop being so irrtating & stop giving me prob!!! i really dun noe wad can i do!!! I'M AT A LOSS!!! at least now i'm trying to think wheather i should continue to move on or wad!!! i really wish i can lead a simple life with peace!!! wad should i do now!!! i'm really confuse!!! i dun noe if i should endure or wad!!! i really tolerate it 4 so long!!! ok, since sec 1 something happen then u start 2 become so strict wif me... ok, i dun blame u... cause tat time i did do something wrong!!! but tat doesn't mean tat, if a person do something wrong, tat person will be bad 4ever... HELLO!!! why can't u give ppl chance... ppl do change rite!!! i used to tell my aunt all my prob and she used to console me & help me!!! but now, i dun think i can tell anyone!!! i did though of killing myself ytd!!! but whenever i though of it, i will get headach!!! should i juz end my life??? when can i be free, when can i go work, when can i haf privacy, when can i be happy!!! i'm really confuse!!! i feel so terrible!!! ytd nat told me not to cry... but i can't help it!!! when i'm really unhappy, sometime tears will come running out from my eyes!!! how i wish u were there 4 me when i needed u so much!!! sometime i juz feel like hugging u, telling u how terrible i feel!!!

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Monday, November 5, 2007

2day i got a new name from gayatri, yashi & liting!!! "LIHUN" they say i'm de dwaf!!! then i work 4 snow white!!! omg!!! they are so funny!!! lol... got nth 2 say!!! going 2 talk to them... bye!!!

i got so many name sia!!! ah bee, green sotong, jun, mushroom, monkey, xiaojun, juju, emo queen & lihun!!! wow!!! so many sia!!!

i miss my clique!!! hope 2 go out 1 day & take photo wif my clique!!!

felicia, peisi & me!!!

rebecca is de only 1 wearing white!!!

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Sunday, November 4, 2007

omg!!! ytd i receive a phone call from a person!!! then she was so scary can!!! de 1st thing she say 2 me is, ah bee i miss u, y u nv come visit me!!! lol!!! so lame... she still rmb my nick name!!! hais... i feel sad 4 her!!! she got lots of burn on her hand!!! muz take care ah girl!!! hmm!!! i miss u too!!! really hope 2 see u soon!!! thk 4 supporting me!!! lalalalalalalala... so bored

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Saturday, November 3, 2007

EVERYTHING IS OVER!!! I JUZ HATE MY LIFE, TAT'S IT!!! I can feel tat sth is drifting us apart!!! why??? i dream of u yesterday, i dun noe why i get tat kind of dream la!!! i dun noe if tat dream will come true??? erm!!! i really wonder, wad is love!!! y muz everyone get so upsets over love!!! i wonder wad i really wan!!! i'm so confuse over so many things man!!! haiya y can't i juz leave tis world!!! i really dun noe wad i wan, really!!! even if i noe wad i wan, there will always be a person there 2 object me!!! wa lao!!! i hate it man!!! i juz wan my freedom!!! i'm really unhappy!!! but then tat person there is happy... i dun noe la!!! why muz i purposely let u be happy & then i ownself be so unhappy!!! why can't u juz support me??? y muz u let me feel so insulting!!! hello, if u really care 4 me u should not object me everytime, instead u should give me ur support!!! haiya, i dun blame anyone!!! i juz blame myself 4 having tis kind of life!!! i juz wan to do things tat i like, wad's wrong!!! u everytime scare i go astray and u dun wan me to become a bad person... but then u eveytime leave me at home, dun let me do things tat i like, i think 1 day i will sure go crazy!!! i really wan to do things tat i like!!! i juz hate u!!! haiya!!! maybe de problem lies wif me!!! i dun noe also!!! i'm really really unhappy!!! hais, i going malaysia 2nite again!!! omg!!! i hate it man!!! hais... i'm going mad!!! i miss sch life!!! at least in sch i got my freedom!!! hais!!! i hate it!!! i really lose my confident now!!! i got no mood 2 do anything!!!

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Thursday, November 1, 2007

went 4 de ite thiggy 2day!!! then so scary man!!! got 4 ppl interview me!!! then got 2 nurse very nice, somemore she last time from SJC de!!! then she still dun noe tat SJC haf been shifted to sengkang!!! she so cute man!!! then we talk alot sia!!! then after tat they say wait untill our result come then they will tel us wheather we in anot!!! hais!!! i dun care... i'm going 2 work already, wait untill so long, then muz wait again!!! hmm... jean & liting call me juz now, then we talk!!! later going 2 call liting and see how's her interview!!! hais!!! SOTONG CLIQUE!!!

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