dear, if ever 1 day i really die, pls dun hate me but go for orange k... i feel tat living in tis world has got no more meaning 4 me... dear, thk 4 adding colours to my life but i really can't live, i wan 2 leave tis world so tat i can be alone!!! i'm sorry!!! pls dun hate me instead thk me!!! cuz if i die, u will haf a chance to go for her!!! i dun noe wad i'm talking!!! i'm sad, angry, lost & confuse!!! i may be stupid but i really dun wan 2 continue living!!! dear, i scare u will leave me, i'm very scare!!! i dun noe how??? wad if 1 day u really leave me, i will really die!!! i really love u alot, i can't leave without u!!! hais!!! i dun noe how le!!! ever since u enter my life, my life did brighten up alot!!! all de times u spend wif me, i will always rmb!!! thk 4 helping me so much!!! i dun wan 2 be a burden 2 u!!! i wish i can die la!!! i always tel u my prob and i feel so irrtated 2 myself!!! i dun noe how le!!! i hate my family!!! my prob is always either family or money matters!!! i dun noe why la... frenz prob usually i won't haf tat prob cuz all my frenz r loving, understanding & nice!!! then love prob happens only sometime not always!!! so de things tat will only make me feel so sad & hurt is my family la... how i wish i can haf a understanding family!!! i really dun noe wad 2 do??? sometime i really feel like cutting myself!!! i really dun noe la!!! i can't take it!!! i hate my life!!! living in tis world is like a misery 2 me can!!! dear, i'm grateful 2 u!!! i dun noe wad 2 say 2 u!!! each time i see u, i can really die, i will get nervous can!!! i dun noe why leh??? u tell me why can!!! haiyo but anyway nvm!!! i hope my life will get better each day!!! tis is de only thing i can do!!! juz hope 4 my life 2 get better!!! sorry dear, juz now i really can't think properly!!! u slap me also no use cuz at tat point i only think of dying!!! i'm so sorry!!! pls dun get angry wif me!!! pls take care of ur leg!!! sorry 4 hurting ur leg!!! i love u!!! take care!!! pls 4give me can???
my bro say 2 me!!! i dun noe why my mother wan 2 give birth 2 u!!! wa lao... i was shock can!!! i was like why my mother wan 2 born me out la!!! i also wonder!!! but my bro is really too much k!!! he wan me 2 die can!!! he say y u dun wan go die!!! i feel like telling him, if i can die, why not!!! he fish la!!! get out of my life ok!!! i dun give a damn 2 u!!! i'm very pissed off!!! u r too much!!! dun force me can!!! i tel u if i die, i see wad happen 2 u??? u get lost la!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i hate u!!! i will rmb tis day!!! i will rmb how u push me!!! u go and die pls!!! i really hate u!!!
nabila pls cheer up!!! no matter wad i will be there 4 u always!!! take care!!!
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