4 de whole nite, i really can't sleep!!! u keep coming 2 my mind... ur conversation on msn keep appearing on my mind and de time we spend tgt keep appearing too... i keep flipping myself on my bed, somemore i keep crying!!! i ask myself wad exactly did i do wrong tat u wanted tis break??? but i nv do anything wrong, or maybe i haf... but u really nv give me a proper reason y u ask 4 tis break k!!! u hurt me so much!!! tis whole nite is terrible... i juz came out from my room... saw my mum, she ask me y ur face so red??? i tel her i was very cold!!! then she ask me again, y ur eyes so swollen??? i tel her i'm very cold and my eyes was very itchy tat's why i rub untill it become swollen... Arrrrrrrr... u won't noe how much pain u cause me, cuz u r not me!!! my heart is totally break since ytd nite, juz becuz of tis "SUDDEN BLOW"!!! ur break is very sudden, & u expect me 2 face it??? i dun noe wad 2 do??? y muz u leave me when i love u so much??? since ytd nite... i noe, from tat moment onwards my life will change cuz ur attitude 2 me changes so fast!!! dun bother 2 care 4 me... cuz i'm not worth ur care!!! i say already!!! i will support ur decision & i will respect ur ans rite!!! although it hurt me alot but de whole nite, i haf though through... maybe i'm de cuz of everything tat's y u ask 4 tis break but i dun noe... but still i hope u will find someone better then me soon!!! i wish u all de best & hope u can get her soon!!! dear, i still love u!!! i haf not get over u yet!!! i got no mood 2 do anything now!!! i hate 2 lie on my bed now cuz de moment i lie down... u will appear!!! i dun noe... i'm really stupid 2 fall in love... i really haf no more faith in relationship anymore!!!
Dear, thk 4 all de memories tat u haf given 2 me... i will always rmb... i will keep it 4 de rest of my life and i will bring it along wif me till i die, i hope u will keep them wif u too... my love 4 u is really strong and i'm so serious 4 tis relationship untill i end up hurting myself... maybe i was wrong 2 fall in love... i'm very depressed... u r like a part of my heart, but now tat u haf leave me... my heart has already break, there's no way i can mend it!!! "let time heals" maybe time will heals all my painful wounds... i nv regret loving u in fact i still love u deeply now!!! de thing is tat u wanted 2 break, i haf got no choice!!! i will wait 4 u no matter wad!!! i will not let anyone replace u from my heart becuz u r de only 1 i love... i juz hope u will come back 2 me again!!! i miss u badly... i wan u back!!! my heart hurts alot alot alot... i dun noe wad 2 do... if i were 2 hug u, i fear of not wanting 2 let u go!!! i'm really depressed!!! i dun noe wad 2 do... i got no mood in anything now!!! IT'S SO HARD TO SAY GOODBYE!!!
2 b With him forever :D
Fufilled or Unfufilled
Get good results
Earn more money
Big pooh bear
More Bears
New green watch
More shoes
Nice clothes
hope 2 celebrate my birthday wif u!!!
loves & hates
LOVES
you
green addidas watch/bag
good results
green, is my life
music, my passion
soccer
basketball
cycling
bowling
swimming
tanning
playing computer
hanging out wif frenz
run
go online
go shopping
chat on de fone
listen 2 music
sleep
HATES
Liar
Betrayer
Backstabber
Teacher
Some PPL in my class
My sibling
Parents who nag
