Tuesday, September 30, 2008

yo!!! i haf uploaded some pic tat we took on tat special day... hahas... De times angela & me spend tgt... wow... it's like so fun... Alrite, i shall let de pics do de talking... :)



omg, we r in de dark... :( so scary...
Finally, we saw de lights... :) it's so beautiful...
Cheers... :D lalala... tat's all... i'm waiting 4 more plans 2 come... hahas, it's so fun... i'm so tired... :)

12:10 AM
I Love You

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Reality??? i hate it... Alrite, tortise!!! hmm, i guess it's not too late, perhaps only u can turn back de clock... i dun believe de clock has flies past so quickly but still i haf no choice but 2 believe it...

why???
We enjoy warmth becuz we haf been cold... We appreciate light becuz we haf been in darkness... By de same token, we can experience joy becuz we haf known sadness... However long de nite, de dawn will break... Believe me, A single death is a tragedy; a million deaths is a statistic... There r as many nites as days, and de one is juz as long as de other in de year's course... Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and de word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness... life is changing everyday, so does things... De silence tat guards de tomb does not reveal God's secret in de obscurity of de coffin, and de rustling of de branches whose roots suck de body's elements do not tell de mysteries of de grave, by de agonized sighs of my heart announce to de living de drama which love, beauty, and death have performed... Wad comes around, goes around...

u...
Red is de ultimate cure for sadness... Ever has it been tat love knows not its own depth until de hour of separation... Dun worry, There will always be death and taxes; however, death doesn't get worse every year... "CALM DOWN"... Don't fear failure so much tat u refuse to try new things... De saddest summary of a life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have... Cherish each & single 1 of them... Always RMB "Love is nv lost... If not reciprocated, it will flow back and soften and purify de heart... Cheer up...

Tortise...
Depression, when it’s clinical, is not a metaphor... It runs in families, and it’s known to respond to medication and to counseling. However truly u believe there’s a sickness to existence tat can nv be cured, if u’re depressed u will sooner or later surrender and say: I juz dun want to feel bad anymore... De shift from depressive realism to tragic realism, from being immobilized by darkness to being sustained by it, thus strangely seems to require believing in de possibility of a cure… "it juz takes time"... When I look back on all these worries, I remember de story of de old man who said on his deathbed tat he had had a lot of trouble in his life, most of which had never happened... so why let it bothered u so much??? trust me, time will prove u everything... life is nv easy & it's nv hard, it's juz a matter of how u live ur life... hey babe, u got a choice 4 ur life... so make ur choices carefully... Love nv dies a natural death... It dies becuz we dun noe how to replenish its source... It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals... It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of withering, of tarnishing... Juz give urself some time 2 sort out everything, dun worry, i will be walking through tis path wif u, i promise u, no matter how hard tis path is, i will still continue 2 walk through it wif u... i'm not afraid of death, but i'm afraid of losing u... pls dun do anything silly... Life is pleasant... Death is peaceful... It's de transition tat's troublesome... Better by far u should forget and smile than tat u should remember and be sad rite??? Love can sometimes be magic... But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion... so juz let it be an illusion... it's will be better... For all sad words of tongue and pen, de saddest are these, 'It might have been...' They tat sow in tears shall reap in joy... Dun worry so much alrite... think of de bright side... :):):):):):):):) Babe, Sadness flies away on de wings of time... trust me!!! okay, i'm tired... i'm going 2 bed now... Goodnite babe... haf a good dream... sleep well & tml will be a better day... take care... miss u!!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...
hang on, i juz had a little dream...
hey God, i really dun noe wad u mean... seems like salvation comes only in our dreams... i feel my hatred grow all de more extreme... hey God, can this world really be as sad as it seems??? Sometimes I feel so happy, Sometimes I feel so sad... Sometimes I feel so happy, But mostly u juz make me mad... Babe, u juz make me mad... Linger on, ur pale blue eyes... If it makes u happy, It can't be tat bad If it makes u happy Then why are you so sad??? okay... i'm dreaming... I hear a thunder in de distance see a vision of a cross I feel de pain tat was given on tat sad day of loss... A lion roars in de darkness only he holds de key... A light to free me from my burden and grant me life eternally, should haf been dead on a Sunday morning banging my head... No time for mourning ain't got no time??? Lying in my bed again, and I cry cos u're not here, Crying in my head again and I noe tat it's not clear... Put ur hands, put ur hands inside my face and see tat it's juz u, But it's bad and it's mad and it's making me sad becuz I can't be with u... i dun noe why i fall 4 u, but i noe we can't be tgt... my heart hurts, i'm confuse... de least i can do now, is 2 ignore but i juz can't... i love u & at de same time i'm afraid of telling u... okay i shall continue my sleep... hopefully tml will be better...

Goodnite, Honey Dream... :P ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ...

8:18 AM
I Love You

Friday, September 19, 2008

Well, haf u seen a person tat play 3 sports in 1 day??? sports like (swimming, bowling & cycling???) maybe no but i did it... i did all these juz within 1 day & my whole body is aching rite now!!! hahas... but nvm, cuz i had fun... life is suppose 2 be like tis... so do cherish everything u do...

hahas, i called u, guess u dun haf my number... u got a shock rite??? but nvm, it's okay, de shock is over... overall our conversation is okay so i shall disturb u again next time... so sad, u juz dun like animals... but they are so cute!!! :) alrite, go enjoy ur dinner...

yeah, u idiot, i dun think u deserve all tis, all u do is compare, wad else u noe??? u noe sth??? ren bi ren hui qi si ren... so stop comparing & all of u juz GET A LIFE!!! enough of all de nonsense... okay, i can't be bothered, i'm juz pissed... bye idiots...

hahas, thk A, B, C 4 helping me... i really dun noe why, i'm scare... u noe wad??? last time when i'm learning de same thing, i had a horror experience... i had tis super duper good frenz, when we r playing in de water, there was once, she push me down into de water & from there i got scare so i think now i haf 2 slowly overcome tis fear... i noe is hard but i won't give up so easily... A, B, C... thks 4 teaching... i will buck up... wow, blowing Bubbles... hahas, i think 2day i learn alot more things... maybe is becuz tis person words give me de strength 2 do more... okay, i will buck up... thk 4 everything... i hope it will get better...

wow, i can't believe gwyn win me but nvm, he win me juz by abit... lols... anyway i dun mind cuz is juz a game... yeah... alrite i'm so tired... i hope things will get better... claire, Hi-5... [peace out]

6:48 AM
I Love You

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Finally, i'm done wif my "LAST paper"... wow, so much stress... finally i'm going 2 relax abit... "Happy go lucky"... Hahas... so fiona, did u enjoy laughing for de whole journey in de bus??? gywn is eating "chicken chop" for dinner... yummy... hehe... fish??? hmm, i guess she's outside wif her frenz... lols... claire, dun worry, i haf already send her home... erm, not send her home but i send her 2 de MRT station... alrite, i noe i'm lame... hahahahahaha... dun say i'm lame okay... hehe... well, everything is so FUNNY... why??? i dun noe but i doubt it's good 2 laugh... cuz someone say's tat laughing can make u lose fats... whahahaha... i bet if it's true i will make de person tat say tis laugh everyday so tat she can lose fats... hahas... but i dun noe wheather if it's true??? i miss heaven... omg, i'm going 2 heaven soon again... hahas...

once upon a time, i believe...
okay, i really hope u can give up... i dun wan 2 see u fall deeper... i tel u sth okay, u muz fall down sometimes in order 2 stand up again... maybe u dun noe tat u haf already fall down but now tat we haf already help u stand up, we dun wan 2 see u fall down again!!! we r wondering wad we should do??? should we juz leave u alone, let u fall & stand up by urself or keep helping u??? if u fall everytime & we keep helping u up, it's not gonna help... tel us wad can we do??? i really dun noe... sometimes we juz wan 2 leave u alone & let u stand up by urself but i can't... it's painful when i see u like tis & it's hurts me... okay wadever i say or do, u won't understnd cuz u can't see... they ask me 2 leave u alone & let u stand up urself & i think tis time i should not help u anymore cuz de more i help u, de more u won't feel de pain & u won't pick urself up... so i should try tis last method & i hope it works... "it's hard 2 forget somethings" i understand but sometimes wad is not meant 2 be yours, u haf 2 let go... "wad goes around comes around" so let go & new things will come 2 u... i can promise u, once u let go, u will feel 100times better... u won't feel so miserable... alrite... i won't name anyone but someone will understand wad i'm saying cuz we r trying 2 help u... we dun wan 2 see u in tis state... i hope wad i do 4 u, u can appreciate... u can get angry wif me, but i'm trying 2 help u... i rather u hate me then i see u suffer...

u??? u??? u???
Arrr... BPF... i really dun noe la, tis idiot always try 2 act but i guess she can't act any much better then a COCONUT... wad's de prob here??? wad is all those rubbish about??? muz u
blabber around??? pls... tis is getting off my nerve... i juz can't stand YOUUUUUU!!! if u r not happy, kindly get lost... i didn't ask u 2 stay in de 1st place... why muz u be a KPO!!! WHY??? WHY??? WHY??? didn't i told u i'm happy wif wad i haf, why muz u always grab my things... i haf enough of u, juz get lost la... i dun noe la, i dun wish 2 do all tis also but u r forcing me... i bet it's not only ME... haiya, u can say wadever u wan but do u think i will give a damn??? i tel u, no, i dun give a damn 2 a STUPID COCONUT like u... even serena can be 100times more better then u la... u think ur coconut very big izzit, if big then chop off... so tat u can haf no more coconut & u won't get a chance 2 rmb anything... sorry 2 say all tis, but i juz can't stand u, it's u who force me 2 do all tis... "CAN U SHUT UP UR IDIOT COCONUT & UR MOUTH"...

5:01 AM
I Love You

Monday, September 15, 2008

"Playing" "Posting"
"Acting"
"Cool"
"Serious"
"Emo"

7:29 AM
I Love You

Saturday, September 13, 2008

ytd went back to SJC!!! it was fun & i get to meet all my Dearest squadmates... i miss them so much... hmm, but not all turn up... :( alrite anyway i did not sleep ytd, tis is de 2nd time i break my record okay... hahas... talk 2 some of de juniors ytd & we play a crocodie game... i still dun understand, each time when it reaches my turn, de crocodie will bite my fingers... Ouch... hahas, but anyway we still had fun... "can u imagine us playing badminton in de middle of de nite when everyone else was sleeping..."can't rite??? but still we play... it's like so hot... but nvm, we enjoy ourself... hahas... reach home at 8am, bath & i went straight 2 bed... i'm juz so tired... hahas... alrite i juz hope everything will get better...

Oh ya, i forgot...
Faisal: Bacon is still my best choice... though i like it but i will nv get to taste it cuz singapore doesn't sell de nicer Bacon... Hahas...

1:14 AM
I Love You

Friday, September 5, 2008

wow!!! Gywn... :) Claire... :) Fiona... :) Jun... :) hahas... ytd was so fun... celebrated a important person birthday & we had so much laughter here & there... erm, went home at 1am, can u consider it early??? hehe... but i was so tired... de whole day was filled with plans... hahas... i guess everyone had enjoyed themself very much ytd... hahas, we've done sth very meaningful untill we laugh at ourself continuing non-stop... we hope tat de person will be happy cuz we are very happy wif her so de things tat we haf done 4 her, hope she will apprciate it... hahas... lol... nah, maybe we should do tis more often, so tat we can be happy everyday... hahas, so stress with BPF can... test's coming... but anyway we shall mug tgt... goodluck 4 all de test OB... jiayous!!! :) Gywn (5:)01), Jun(5:01), Fiona(5:00), Claire(5:03)... Opps, why am i writing their names??? hahas, i've got my reason. i won't tel... lols!!! Frenz 4ever!!! ehh, dun 4get my hearts alrite... my drawing nice rite, hmm, 1st time i draw 4 u guys okay... hahas, juz ignore me, i'm talking craps... omg, i'm going crazy over thursday test, i wonder wad will happen... hahas, but i guess we will all enjoy... :) alrite, i miss u guys... i shall go & study now, goodluck ppl & take care... see ya!!! :D

11:11 PM
I Love You

Monday, September 1, 2008

hahas, i read alot of story books & ytd i read a book tat is very touching till my tears drop out... i really hope de society can slowly accept de handicapped ppl... every human has a feelings, i believe we muz treat everyone equally... ahhh, look like alot of ppl are getting sick, me too... hahas, went 2 see doctor ytd & get my medicine... omg, i juz hate eating all those bitter syrup medicine, it juz taste so horrible, but if we wan 2 get cure, then we haf 2 endure de horrible taste... hahas... i hope tat everyone will recover soon...

my dearest frenz, pls cheer up, i now tat so much pain has come 2 u but wad can u do??? juz 4get abt all de pain & live ur life happily again... whoosh, when times is up, we haf 2 go, so i hope u can take tis chance 2 treasure ur life, i now it's hard 4 u but juz carry on... no matter how bad ur life is, in future it will get better... i haf alot of prob too but still i'm living, so pls think... "dun take things for granted"... i noe how u r feeling rite now cuz it applies 2 me too... "de 1st time u fail, is de last time u tried"... so dun give up too... rmb wad i told u alrite... "tomorrow will be a better day... hmm, pls take care of ur health... i wan u 2 recover soon, hope 2 see u soon & dun give up alrite... abt de dream, sometimes dreams r fake so dun believe it too much, unless it happens... dun think too much k... alritem, sorry i can't talk 2 u, i'm really very sick but i hope u will understand wad i'm going 2 tel u... okay, i'm going 2 rest, u rest well too... sleep early 2nite alrite... dun 4get i will be there 4 u no matter wad... miss u so much & love u... hehe... okay, i'm going 2 take a nap now... see u... take care!! :D

1:18 AM
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