hmm??????????????? guess wad??? it muz be a punishment from god... i juz receive a news from my mum 2day... u noe wad she say??? she told me tat my dad uncle juz pass away... is tis a joke??? i believe my mum won't take a person death as a joke... oh my god??? am i dreaming, am i thinking too much??? i ask myself & i slap myself u noe... after a slap, i realise it's real, i'm not dreaming... okay, i'm at a loss... i dun noe wad 2 say, i dun noe wad 2 do & i dun noe how i should react... my silbling doesn't noe wad had happen, they can still play & laugh like nobody business... but wad 2 do??? can't blame them... (children are innocent)... i'm totally at a loss... i really really dun noe wad can i do... i can tel tat my dad hurts 100times more than me... i hope i can be there 2 ease his pain... but i believe my dad is strong, after he find out tis news, he did not show any reaction, in fact he kept quiet... i wish i can go into his heart & find out how he feel... even if he dun breathe a word, i can feel tat he is upset... i can't do anything now... he has gone, everyone is gonna be strong... later my dad & my mum are going 2 de funeral place while me, i haf 2 stay at home & look after my siblings... if i haf de chance, i wish i can see him 4 de last time... but i think i dun haf de chance... nvm... if i go, then my siblings haf to go too, later if they go, they will be sad... i think my parent dun wan my 2 sis 2 worry cuz their PSLE is round de corner... so is better 2 juz stay at home... sometimes i wish i can be a child again... i juz hope they can pass their exams... hais... i really admired my dad... he is such a wonderful father i ever had... i noe he is stong & i hope he can accept tis fact... lucky my dad is strong... but i'm still worried abt him... juz hope tat he will be fine & i hope he can drive carefully... Okay, another prob... recently my mum talk 2 me abt her health prob... all along, i noe tat my mum is weak cuz she has a illness since i was young... but recently my mum told me tat she went 4 a check up & guess wad... she told me tat she might haf 2 go 4 a operation... i was like stunt... i asked my mum: mummy, r u kiddy, dun be mad la... u r fine, why muz u go 4 a operation... guess wad she reply: i told u i went 4 a check up rite & my doctor say tat there's a water ball (i think is a waterball if i not wrong but i noe is a ball inside her stomach), i haf 2 go through a operation 2 get it out if not i will die...then from there i noe my mum is not kidding... now, she is still not sure wheather she haf 2 go through de operation or not but she haf 2 go for a check up again... up till now, my silblings still dun noe anything??? there's so much things tat they dun noe... even my mum own health prob she also dun wan my siblings 2 worry... my mum told me tat if she really haf 2 go 4 de operation, she hope tat she can still live a longer life after de operation cuz she still wan 2 see de 4 of us get married & start our own family... there's so much things i haf 2 worry abt... but wad abt my siblings??? my siblings are really very naughty, i dun noe how 2 teach them??? wadever i say, they won't listen... lols... hahas... wad can i do??? hais... i juz hope tat my dad uncle can rest in peace, my mum health can get better... my siblings can be more obedient... i hope everything will be alrite... i'm so tired... suddenly so many bad news for me... am i suppose 2 laugh or cry??? can i be like my siblings??? can i pretend tat i dun noe anything & juz haf fun??? no, i guess i might not be able 2 do it... okay, i'm gonna be strong... i can't fall at tis point of time... i hope & i pray tat things will get better... i can't help much, i'm so sick too... i got no mood 2 do anything rite now... but i will pray... God pls bless those who are having probs... Alrite... i should stop here, no more tears... i'm not going 2 shear anymore tears... :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( :'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'(:'( 1st-my siblings 2nd-my parents 3rd-my frenz 4th-myself 5th-my study...
ain't i suppose 2 put my study in de 1st place??? but how can i???
beela, fiona, angela, claire, karying, huiqin... so many ppl... i miss u guys so much... fasting month is over... Happy Hari Raya 2 all de malays... take care alrite... hope 2 see u soon... :D last but not least, i miss OB... hahas... there's so much laughter... hais... i wish i can laugh like mad again... :)
2 b With him forever :D
Fufilled or Unfufilled
Get good results
Earn more money
Big pooh bear
More Bears
New green watch
More shoes
Nice clothes
hope 2 celebrate my birthday wif u!!!
loves & hates
LOVES
you
green addidas watch/bag
good results
green, is my life
music, my passion
soccer
basketball
cycling
bowling
swimming
tanning
playing computer
hanging out wif frenz
run
go online
go shopping
chat on de fone
listen 2 music
sleep
HATES
Liar
Betrayer
Backstabber
Teacher
Some PPL in my class
My sibling
Parents who nag
